Replying to Bilqis's comment.

Hey Bilqis! Didn't know u read my blog :)

I wanted to reply in the comment section but I have looooads to write. So I might as well post this up lol

Yes you have your point. I don't like the idea of boycotting either. ESPECIALLY AGAINST MY FAVORITE-ST GROUP.
But a lot of things happened after Jaebeom left that made me really skeptical. Skeptical of JYP's words in the official statements. Skeptical whether Jaebeom really wanted to leave or if he was forced to. Skeptical whether JYP really intend to bring Jaebeom back.

From what I read, fans are boycotting because they want JYP to make it clear whether he'll bring Jaebeom back to the group. Not immediately but in the near future when Jay's ready. We don't want anymore IFS or POSSIBILITIES. We just want a clear cut answer. Yes or no.
But we still haven't get that answer till this day.

In other words, we want a proper response from JYP either in the form of an official statement or through a press conference (and not through some variety shows *rolls eyes*). Once JYP does that, the boycott would stop immediately. We do not intend for Jay to be back right away cos we know he still needs time. But we do not wish for JYP to use Jay as a marketing tool either and continue giving us false hope COS IT SUCKS.
I think the motive of the boycott is right and that's why I'm supporting it :)

Another thing, comparing both Jaebeom and Kangin's case, don't you think that Kangin's case is much more severe since it's a criminal offence? And yet SM still continues to protect Kangin and not kick him out of the group just like that?
Ironic isn't it?
What did JYP do the protect Jaebeom thus far?
Why must they make him withdraw from the group and make it on national news when he left for Seattle causing it to seem like he did something reeeaaaalllyyyy wrong and was fleeing the country?
Why can't JYP just put Jaebeom on temporary hiatus and let him return say in 3 months time? That way at least we know that Jaebeom's spot is secured. He could still have went back to Seattle during the period of temporary hiatus (if there was one).

I don't know. That's just what I think. Some things are just too fishy and wasn't properly explained. If you have other views on this, do share! I'm sure you would know the situation better since you're living in the country itself :)
I'll try to catch you on Messenger someday. I have loads to ask LOL


Current music: All Night Long - 2PM

7 reasons why I prefer BEAST over MBLAQ

1. After watching every single performance of both groups, I think BEAST put on more interesting performances cos I see them doing something different each week. Where as MBLAQ's pretty much stagnant there. Oh yeah MBLAQ's consistent but it gets boring watching them repeating the same damn routine. Probably Lee Joon feels the same too and so he decided to stop flashing his abs WTF
2. I like it when BEAST seems to have fun on stage ^_^
   Love it when they put some extra moves in their dance routine. LOVE IT WHEN DOOSEOB BUMP BUTTS LOL.
   Don't see stuff like that with MBLAQ.
3. Overall, I think BEAST has better singers and rappers (and better looking boys too XDD).
   In MBLAQ, I only like G.O's voice. Joon's pretty decent. Mir and Seung Ho's are just so-so. And Chun Doong, hehehe I'll elaborate later. I have a whooolllle point for him hehehe
   As for dancing, I think both groups are pretty much of the same standard. Wonder if BEAST could do flips though.
4. I'D CHOOSE CUTE AND PLAYFUL OVER SEXY AND MASCULINE ANYTIME! That's just me. But of course, it would be a plus to have both. Like 2PM! ^__^
   (I'm not saying that BEAST's not sexy and masculine and vice versa. I'm just talking about their concept as of now)
   
5. I got bored of Oh Yeah after like 2 weeks but the more I listen to Bad Girl, the more I'm lovin' it! In fact, I'm lovin' the whole album! My favorite's 아직은 *hearts* Which just got fucking banned by KBS because of the word 'oh shit'. Pfffttttt how dumb.
6. Okay now for my point on Chun Doong hehehe. Btw I hate it when ppl calls him Thunder. It's like when ppl calls Jaejoong Hero and Changmin Max. It's just plain weird. AND ANNOYING!
   OKAY CHUN DOONG! This may sound pretty offensive but seriously, I find his voice too squeaky for my liking. And it's neither suitable for rapping nor singing. Which is sad cos it's not like he can do anything about it right?
   GOSH I SOUND SO MEAN! SORRY CHUN DOONG AND CHUN DOONG'S FANS! It's just my opinion. If you like his voice then good for you!
7. I like Yoseob, Kikwang and Junhyung in BEAST but thus far, I'm attracted to none in MBLAQ. Yup. Even Joon's abs aren't enough to seduce me WTF
   

Actually it's still to early too judge them completely cos it has only been like what? Less than a month since their debut? So who knows if I'll change my mind later on hehe

But for now,
BEAST FTW!!!!!!! XD


Current music: 할렐루야 - BIG BANG

PISSING ME OFF

I really had the sudden urge to post this yesterday. But then it was already 2 a.m and I was too darn sleepy and it takes me forever to put up a damn post.
So I thought I'd post it today. But then right now, I'm not feeling that pissed over it anymore LOLOL

SOMEONE PROVOKE ME AGAIN PLEASE!


Current music: Heartbeat - 2PM

Why am I so vain?

FACE BURNED AND ITCHING LIKE CRAZY.

I totally admit that I am oi leng mm oi meng heeeheeeheee

Hopefully it'll get better in a week's time. Cos my face is really damn ugly now. I'm not even sure if it's worth the torture and the money. After my face still not nice how? :(

HAHA

Actually leh the purpose of this post is to announce that *drum rolls*


I PASSED MY TOPIK EXAM! XD

년도	회차	구분	영문성명	총점	평균	합격/불합격
2009	16회	일반(초급(2급))	CHEONG Y ILIAN	379	94.75	합격
어휘 및 문법 : 94 / 쓰기 : 92 / 듣기 : 93 / 읽기 : 100

THIS IS SOMETHING TO BRAG ABOUT OKAY, COS THIS MEANS THAT I'M OFFICIALLY AT THE SAME LEVEL AS JAEBEOM! XDDD
(I think lah. He could have upgraded himself since the Idol Army days LOL)

Oh there's something that I'm confused about.
I thought Hottests made an official statement that they'll boycott a 2PM without Jay but why is their new song topping charts and getting such good responses? Does this mean that 2PM is doing fine without Jay? I KNOW IT'S A HOT SONG. But shouldn't we keep to our promise? Maybe I'm not totally aware of what's going on. But seriously I find this really worrying. What if fans forget about Jay when the new album is released and the determination of getting him back dies off? What if JYPE thinks that 2PM doesn't need Jay to succeed and is not planning to bring him back?
GAHHHHH I hope I'm just being paranoid. Really.
As for my stand, as much as I love 6PM (especially Wooyoung XD), I'M STILL FOR THE BOYCOTT.
2.00PM TIME FOR CHANGE IS MY LAST PURCHASE FROM JYPE TILL THE DAY JAY COMES BACK.
I mean I do feel bad for 6PM. Probably that's how every fan feels too. But I want Jay to be back even more. We just gotta stay strong for a little and everything will go back to it's normal state. At least that's what I believe :)
Btw I'm getting really irritated by ppl who are writing comments, asking us to forget about Jay and to stop the boycott cos we are hurting the other 6 members bla bla bla. But what do THEY know? I'm not saying that I know what the members are thinking. But we are doing what we deem is right. JAY DOES NOT DESERVE TO LEAVE 2PM BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID CONTROVERSY. AND EVERY SINGLE MEMBER PLAYS AN EQUALLY IMPORTANT ROLE IN 2PM. Ppl wouldn't say "7=1" and "7-1=0" if they don't mean it right?
So to those commenters, JUST FUCKING LEAVE US ALONE!


You know what? This is my first time writing such a long rant about Jay ever since he left lol.
This may sound a little cheesy but I'M STILL NOT TIRED OF WAITING.
재범아, 기다리다가 아직도 안 지친다!


Oh oh and something to share

One of the MVs that made me tear *sobs*
Lovin' this song alongside Big Bang's 声をきかせて and 2PM's 기다리다 지친다. I mean I do love the song but I'm still boycotting the album! I did not just contradict what I said earlier, right? HEH


Okay lah. Gotta go duduk jamban then sleep. GOOD NIGHT WORLD.
AND HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY TO SUPER JUNIOR ONCE AGAIN!
Will be seeing Yesung Ring Ding Dong-ing tmr XD Ehhhhh I mean later today!


Current music: 잠에 취해 - Brown Eyed Girls

CONFUSED

HMPHHHHH

Had my dad convincing me to start looking for a job. Not just any job but one in an audit firm T_____T

He said I've been slacking too much. It has almost been a year since I finished my exams then graduated (O.O THAT QUICK?) when he only promised me 6 months of rest to do whatever I want.

And he seems to reeeaaaallllyyy want me to get the ACCA Qualification and not put my 3 years of studying to waste. He kept saying that I would only need to work for 3 years. ONLY 3 YEARS. Those 3 years would past really quickly and I can choose not to be an accountant later on.

But to me, it's not just ONLY 3 YEARS LEH. IT'S FUCKING 3 YEARS!!!!!
MY 3 YEARS OF YOUTH WILL BE GONE. I'LL BE FUCKING 23 BY THEN!!!!!!!
T_____T

I'm not saying that it's old being 23. You don't have to feel offended LOL
But in those 3 years I reeeaaalllllyyyyyy want to do what I reeeaaalllllyyyyyy like loh. I can't be stalking artists when I'm 30, can I?

Actually I knew what my dad wants me to do from the start but I thought that he would forget about it over time and I would escape. But I guess not now :(

I thought he always said that he would let me do whatever I want as long as I'm happy.
BUT I'M SOOOOO NOT HAPPY NOW LOH!!!!!!! :(((

SS2 in Bangkok will be my last concert overseas until I'm 23 :(
I don't even know whether I'll still be interested in Kpop then sssssiiiiiiiggghhhhhh
I wouldn't have all the time to check all the latest news and eventually I'll lose touch with Kpop T_____T
OMGGGGGGG THAT HAS TO BE A NIGHTMARE!


Okay. Gotta start working on my resume now. But then my resume will be damn ugly loh compared to Stella's.

EXTRA-CURRICULUM ACTIVITIES - NONE
ACHIEVEMENTS & PARTICIPATIONS - NONE

DAMN LOSER LEH ME. Unless stalking is considered an extra-curriculum activity and getting a picture with Kwon is considered an achievement lah XDDD


Oh I just noticed. Why the hell am I writing like I'll 100% get a job? Maybe there's currently no vacancy and I wouldn't get a job leh XD
Or maybe, I could fake an interview and tell my dad I didn't make it XDD
Not a bad idea eh? Heeeheeeheee


Current music: 그 누구보다 - Lady Collection

On Lee Minho.

I'd usually like the artist even more after meeting him in person. But for Minho, it's the other way round.
I wasn't even a fan in the first place. Never ever spazzed over him and not spazzing over him now either.
I know many will disagree with me since he's THE LEE MINHO but this is just my opinion from my own observation which may not be completely true since I don't know him personally LOL WTF.

Maybe there are differences between singers and actors. Singers are waaayyyy more fun since they do fan service and stuff. So maybe that's what I'm not used to? *shrugs

GAHHH SO FUCKING CONFUSED

In conclusion, I'm still not a fan of Lee Minho full stop


Current music: -

Untitled

Just a random thought.

If someone asks me whether I've ever been in a relationship and I say no, and then his/her jaw drops in disbelief me, should I be happy or otherwise?


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Watched the first 2 episodes of 미남이시네요 a.k.a You're Beautiful today!
AND I'M LOVING IT!!!!! Sampat Honggi is just so effing adorable! HEEEHEEEHEEE *starts spazzing* And seeing those fangirls in the show I can't help but think of myself. Such stalkers LOLOL. Oh oh and for some reason short-haired Park Shin Hye reminded me of Yesung. I mean she doesn't really look like Yesung but if you take a real quick glance she does! HAHA

I will promish you lalalalalalalalalalala~



This reminds me. I should go complete the BOF episodes. Have been stuck at episode 18 for God-knows-how-many months URGHHH. Cos I got bored XD Die-hard BOF fans are so gonna kill me now LOL


Current music: 아직은 - BEAST