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Songs on repeat ♥

2010-09-11T18:46:00.005+08:00

4men = awesome vocals

Cheesy lyrics but I still love it ^^
And this song just makes me wanna fall in love lol

Catchy song! And because I like SISTAR > Miss A :)

Just because they're 2NE1 and they're awesome like that :D

Current music: 아파 (Slow) - 2NE1

Bored at work

2010-08-16T15:01:00.006+08:00

Okay. Since I'm so bored at work I'm gonna blog!!! That way I'll look like I'm busy doing something instead of staring at the screen like an idiot

I look so serious typing bullshits right now my clients are sure to get deceived muahahahaha

So what's there to blog about? Hmmm ummmmm ummmmmmm.....

Okay!! I'm just gonna type whatever that pops in my mind. So some things might not make sense to you but whatever! I just wanna pass timeeeee!!!

Yesterday I had Korean bbq with my high school zhi muis. It was supposed to be a surprise for Ee Laine cos she's leaving to London on Tuesday but the plan failed cos she's too sharp for these kind of surprises haha

It felt good to meet up with everyone again cos I haven't seen some of them for ages!!! The one I meet most often lately is Kelly (too often actually) cos we have so much sam si to tell each other and so much bull craps to talk about (mostly about boys and Korean stuff) which the rest of the zhi muis would probably not bother about. She's also my loyal yum cha kaki who's always ready to accompany me whenever I'm having my mamak cravings hehe

Today my client was supposed to belanja us lunch but he ffked us. For the second time!!! Super disappointing lor. Why he like that oneeeeeee?! I always thought Korean ppl would keep to their promise one? Very yao hao chi. But mana tau.... Nvm. Not expecting this free Korean lunch anymore cos no expectation means no disappointment. Am I right?

BOA IS SO COOL!!! Why is she so cool?! If I have a chance to be reborn again I wanna be just like her!!! Her stage charisma, her dance, her vocals, her facial expressions..... GAHHHHH EVERYTHING'S JUST TOO AWESOME!!!

Oh nooooooo my allocation now is so bloody full lor. Why lidat?!!!! I wanna stay in office and send out free to assist email also no chance edi. I wanna have 2 hours lunch and coffee breaks in 6th floor also no chance edi. I wanna go MIA for hours also no chance edi. So sad lah. Why life so unfair?!!! Why ppl can be unallocated but I cannot?

Nvm I shall comfort myself! Ppl put me in the job cos they need me!!!! They think I'm a power staff wtf

Okay kill me now

Current music: Life - 샤이니

Kim Junho's Showcase in Singapore

2010-05-15T20:40:00.012+08:00

Flew over to Singapore 2 weeks ago cos Jean had free tickets to watch Junho or Zuno (hate that name cos it's so fcking Cina!!!)

Had to wake up at like 3 in the morning cos out flight was at 6.15 a.m.

Me and Jean in Changi airport's toilet after putting on some make up or else we would look totally dead. Eyebags omg

Pictures from showcase

The special guest (konon)

When Junsu appeared it was total havoc. It's sad that 90% of the fans were there to watch Junsu
As for me, I'd take Junho anytime 8D

Sorry for the overload of Junsu's pictures. His pictures are just more valuable and show-off worthy. No offence to Junho lol

Us at the hotel after a long day and chomping McD's

I like how I look like da boss in this picture lol

Me and Jean, the day before we left Singapore

End.

Current music: 좋은 사람 (Good Person) - 슈퍼주니어

For the sake of updating lol

2010-05-09T00:26:00.018+08:00

Learning how to make collages hehe

MY CURRENT LOVE

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ONE WAY

Gotta thank Donghae for introducing me to such an awesome group ^^
He posted a picture of him and Chance on his cyworld a couple of months back asking us to support his friend who's debuting soon. So when their album was released, I went to check it out and fell in love with their music right away ♡

They may not be the most good looking bunch but they are SUPER TALENTED and make SUPER AWESOME MUSIC which kinda makes those idol groups plain in comparison (no offence). Their songs don't get boring after months of listening unlike most kpop songs.
Best part is ALL of them speaks English so there's no language barrier and no Engrish in their song lyrics hehe

My favorite member

YOUNG SKY ♡

I freaking love his face 8D, the way he raps and the fact that he's a vegetarian.
YES HE IS A VEGAN. AN EFFING CUTE VEGAN!!! LOL
Like how often do you hear Koreans being vegetarian? NEVER IN MY ENTIRE KPOP LIFE. So that makes him extra special compared to my other favorites ^^
Peter comes in close second after Young Sky cos he replies me on Twitter LOL

Imma share some videos. Check them out and BE IMPRESSED!

Here are my top picks. Enjoy :)

Current music: Sorry (Dear. Daddy) - f(x)

Hey there!

2010-04-17T03:37:00.008+08:00

Just a short update to clarify some stuff

No I'm not quitting my job even though I mentioned otherwise in my previous post. I was just being irrational at that moment cos of my ~~stupid~~ senior and I was super tired over the super long weekend (srsly I didn't know being tired can affect my brain that much)
Anyways, I'm still in audit and surviving! And I don't think I'm planning on quitting anytime soon (at least that's what I feel for now) cos I need the money and it's not worth quitting becos of an ass when there are so many more fun colleagues out there.
Btw I've heard stories about him and I was right about him being an ass! I thought I might have I misjudged him at first but nooooo what I felt was all true. He likes making ppl stay up late even though there's nothing else to do just to cover up his own ass (haha an ass covering up his own ass). Some ppl even caught him playing games when he refused to let the assistants leave, saying that there are things to do when there's none. Like wth is wrong with him?
And you know becos of him I've even talked to the HOD to ask for advice and almost teared up in front of him but I dare not mention who in particular cos I was afraid I was the only one who felt that way about him. How stupid
Okay I'm babbling a lot now. This is just to clarify to some ppl who think that I've already quit my job. I know of ppl who are surprised that I'm surviving in audit cos "it's so not me" but boo yah!!! I proved you guys wrong hehe but I do hope to transfer to tax soon cos I do think that tax is more for me

Btw, this was what made my day ^____^

HE'S SO AWESOME HE REALLY IS!!!!!
(even though I'm Young Sky biased haha)
I think he practically replied to every fan out there so there's nothing really special about him replying to me but I'm still happy teehee
What he was saying is THEY'LL BE PROMOTING 없는 번호 IN A FEW WEEKS TIME!!! Which is my favorite track after Magic!! AWESOME MUCH!

Current music: 똑같아 (Same) - 비

SO EFFING PISSED

2010-03-27T16:25:00.007+08:00

Okay. Actually I'm not so pissed anymore. Wanted to post this a couple of days ago but was too lazy zzzzzzz
So about why I was so pissed
I had to follow this new senior on Monday and on Tuesday we had to go to the client's place in KL. He asked me to wait at the open car park at 9am. So I did. In fact I was a few minutes late so I raaaannnn to the bus stop worrying that I would leave a bad impression on the first day but he wasn't there. I waited and waited and waited and just when I was about to call him, he reached, at about 9.30. He didn't apologise or whatsoever but I thought nvm. I'm sure he didn't do it on purpose anyways. I know. I'm such a forgiving person
The next day, he asked me to wait at 9 again. I even asked him if he's sure and he said yesssss cos the manager will be coming in tmr bla bla bla. BUT GUESS WHAT? HE CAME EVEN LATER WITHOUT A WORD OF APOLOGY! And the first question he asked me when I got in the car was "not jam meh?" In my mind I was like "FUCK YOU GO DIE!!!!!" Seriously I've never gotten so mad at waiting for someone before. I've waited for my aunt for a whole 2 hours and I wasn't even THIS mad. If he apologised, I'm sure I would have felt much better but he was making it seem like he's not at fault AT ALL! If I can reach at 9, why can't he? If he wants to come later, just fucking tell me! He wants that 30 minutes of extra sleep, I also want wat!
I dunno. I was thinking that I could be overreacting cos I was super tired and lack of sleep after the weekend. Plus the fact that he's yong sui and he made me wait for him under the hot sun for 30 minutes, all those factors put together made me a very easily irritated person haha

Anyways, I had a heart to heart talk with my dad yesterday and he said that he's okay with me quitting cos he's afraid of losing a daughter and he wants me to be happy. Everybody say awwwwwww
He said that I can either go find another job or take up some courses. It's all up to me as long as I'm happy. Everybody say awwwwwww again
I KNOW YOU ARE JEALOUS COS MY DAD IS SO AWESOME 8DD

I don't think I'll be taking up another course though. Feels so old already
I'll probably go find a 9 to 6 job. I'm thinking of tax or small firms. Any suggestions?

Current music: Magic - Oneway

Lonely

2010-03-07T00:03:00.007+08:00

외톨이야, 외톨이야!!!!!
I'm feeling sooooo lonely right now it's not even funny!!!
Nono not the iwantsomeonetocuddlemeinthemiddleofthenight kind of lonely (although that does happen sometimes) but more of the ihavenofriends kind of lonely :(
Okok lemme tell you why

I was in office one fine day and I was almost bored to death but pretended to be busy. It was almost lunch time and I saw 2 of my colleagues (Seungho** and Thunder**) from my department whom I thought would have the courtesy to ask me if I would like to join them for lunch cos we are all from the same batch and I thought we are FRIIEEENDDDSSS but they DID NOT and left for lunch without me, without even asking me T.T So I was like oh shit! Does this mean I have to eat lunch alone naooooo? I faster faster click on my communicator to see who's online at the moment and I saw Hara**! I asked her who she'll be having lunch with, trying to sound as selamba as I can cos I don't want her to know that I'm desperate!!!!! I forget what she replied but she asked me "Seungho** and Thunder** never ask you to go lunch together meh?" and I was like "noooooo they left already" and she was like "ok meet me downstairs now". So I did and went to a restaurant with her only to found out that Seungho**, Thunder**, Hara** and my other colleagues, also from the same batch already planned to have lunch together!!! And they never even asked me!!!! And I know all of the ppl there!!!!! *criiiieeeees*
Maybe I'm overacting a little but I can't help feeling insecure and asking questions like "am I that unlikable? Do I look that intimidating? IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY FACE?!"
To make the situation less awkward, I decided to ask Seungho** why didn't he ajak me and he said that he dare not disturb me cos I looked busy. So I thought "DAMN!!! I MUST HAVE SOME TALENT IN ACTING MUAHAHAHAHA" NOT! It was such a bad excuse okay. Busy don't need to eat wan isit?

If I'm out on job, I don't have such worries cos I would be eating with my team members for sure. But once I'm back in the office, it really bugs me cos I would be tagging along different colleagues for lunch each time. It's like I have no friends and there's none that I'm comfortable with.

Then there's this time when Seungho** told me that Nicole** said I walk like a robot and everytime she sees me coming in the office she'll be like "ROBOT COMING! ROBOT COMING!"
I don't know if she was really making fun of me or it was just plain teasing but it really makes me wonder if there's something wrong with me. I'm not mad at anyone. I'm really not. It just makes me feel very insecure. If you know what I mean

Maybe I'm still new and I would probably have my own cliques as time goes by. Maybe I do look intimidating that no one dares to befriend me. Maybe my breath stinks and I have BO. Maybe I look stupid and they're afraid that my stupidity is contagious O.O So many maybes. I just hope things will get better cos I DON'T WANNA BE A LONER FOREVVVAAAAA

Oh btw, I'm not trying to bodek or anything but I WANT KELLY BACK HERE!!! Cos she makes the effort to ask us out for yumcha or for movies or just to hang out so she can tell us stories keke and most importantly she makes me feel like I HAVE FRIENDS!!! omg so cheesy!!!!! Lol

Btw again, I colored my hair today!!! 8DDD It was supposed to turn out very blonde with green reflect but I still don't see the color. Hopefully it'll get lighter after a few wash. Oh and another thing!!!!! I fell sick after working till 12am for two consecutive days T.T and I haven't been sick for a long long time. This is so bad!!!!!

** names changed to protect identity

Current music: Easy - 비스트(Beast)

Pictures update!

2010-02-11T00:30:00.011+08:00

In my car, on the way to Korean town in Sri Hartamas!

Will be going more often now 8D

Lunch in Daorae

Probably the nicest Daorae I've been to so far

Wye Li is so awesome cos she layan our Korean craze unlike someone *ahem* 8D

Yum yum

Kimchi fried rice

Whole pot of awesomeness!
Eat until I mata berair dan hidung berlendir but still cannot stop cos it's just so good

Weeeeeeeeeeee

Awesome packaging!

Junhyung *hearts*

I SUPER HEART THIS ALBUM!!!!!

My new sexy
*inserts a bazillion hearts*
I don't even care if he's a porn addict or whatever
That'll just make me love him even more muahahahaha XDDD

KELLY!!! When are we gonna have our soju?! After my aunt really kenot tahan then go open it how?

Okay. My Chinese New Year's resolution. Must be early for work and must leave office late so that my seniors will have a good impression of me

K bai!

Current music: 날 따라 해봐요 - 2NE1

HI PPL!

2010-02-05T01:04:00.006+08:00

I'm still alive!
Work is still not killing me, YET hehe

OMG YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW WHAT?!
I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH JONGHYUN FROM C.N.BLUE!!!! *starts spazzing
Everytime I hear his voice I just like go weak on my knees. Can't help it. He has this like really dreamy voice, that never fails to turn me on (I have no better ways to describe it lol)
Love listening to his voice before bed and start fantasizing LOLOLOL

Talking about fantasizing, I had this dream about Junho the other day. Don't remember what it was about but my heart started pounding exceptionally fast whenever I see his face ever since. It's weird. But I like the feeling LOLOLOL

HAHAHAHA imagine all these coming from a working ~~woman~~ girl. What would my seniors think of me if they ever read my blog man? HAHAHAHA
That's why I swore never to add any of them on FB or to share my personal e-mail with them. NEEEEVVVVEEEERRRR!!!
It's just scary the way they monitor ppl on FB. You can never post anything bad about them or about work no matter how unhappy you are cos you'll surely receive a "friendly" e-mail the next day or worse. They request to see you personally and give you a long loooooong lecture *shudders
So I really gotta make sure that my blog never ever gets to their sight cos I don't think I can bear the consequences and if I can no longer spaz or rant here, I THINK I WOULD DIE LOL
Actually some of my colleagues do know that I like Koreans but they don't know to what extent. Initially I tried to hide my liking for Koreans from my colleagues COMPLETELY but it's kinda impossible when I have 외톨이야 as my ringtone, Wooyoung on my phone wallpaper and GD on my laptop. I know having GD on my laptop is a complete giveaway but I really can't stand staring at some plain old boring wallpaper. Plus staring at GD for a second keeps me working for an hour haha wtf

Oh shit. It's 2 a.m already.
Double oh shit. I'm addicted to Oh!

Current music: 뭐라고 - U-KISS

Confession

2010-01-16T02:25:00.006+08:00

I just realised how fucking selfish I was for hoping that SJ wouldn't come. Or that the concert gets postponed or canceled at the very last minute. The guilt OMGOMGOMG

I was seriously only thinking of myself when Chloe told me about the news. Imagine how my friends who want to see SJ so badly would feel with what I said. Sigh

I'M SUCH A MEANIE! :(

If I've not started work and if I've not been to Bangkok for the concert, I'm pretty sure I wouldn't feel the same. I'd probably be jumping with joy, like literally.

So to my friends who got offended with my words, I'M SO SORRY. I take back what I said.
Have fun at the concert and say hi to my hubby for me!!!!!

I'm gonna miss out a lot T_____T

Just feel like confessing this so I can sleep better tonight lol

Current music: Jiggy (지기) - F.Cuz

Surprise Surprise

2010-01-12T22:04:00.005+08:00

Got back early from work today 8D

I'm actually already on job now when I was supposed to be having my training this week.
Was quite upset at first cuz "technically" I started work a week ahead of the other new recruits.

But to my surprise, work isn't really THAT bad.
Other than the 'no Wooyoung, Jaebeom and Yesung' part, it really isn't that bad!

I'm in the "supposedly" best dept in audit (no offence to the ppl from other depts hehe)
The seniors that I've met so far are really nice
I'm happy with our client base especially this particular company that starts with an 'S' and ends with a 'g' and is Korean 8DD
And for my current job, I don't have to drive to work cuz the SIC lives near my place and he drives me straight from home to the client's place
Oh oh and not to forget, our client's pantry has this really awesome coffee maker that makes freshly brewed coffee and I can have free latte all ~~night~~day long!

(I just hope I won't be eating my own words later on lol)

Okay! I'm going off to watch shows while I still can!
Really happy that I'm still up to date with kpop :)

I still refuse to accept that Kan is a freaking 91-er wtf

Current music: Mazeltov - ZE:A

First day of work

2010-01-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

Sleepy

Tired

Legs aching

Blisters on both feet

And no Wooyoung, Jaebeom or Yesung

Not good.

Current music: 오늘 헤어졌어요 - 윤하

Korean boys over bf?

2010-01-03T22:51:00.005+08:00

It's not that I have a bf now. In fact I don't think I'll get one anytime soon cos there's no one I know that's close to what I'm looking for :(

Anyways, I was having this conversation with Lynn on fb today and she was telling me about how disappointed she is with 'this friend of ours' who seems to have ditched her friends (that's us) ever since she got this new bf of hers.
But that's not the point.

I was telling Lynn that I'll put my family, friends, EVEN KOREAN BOYS before my bf and she didn't seem to believe me (on the Korean boys part) when I (kinda) mean it.
IT IS TRUE THAT I WILL CHOOSE MY KOREAN BOYS OVER MY BF!!!

To my future bf, whoever you are, YOU WILL HAVE TO TOLERATE MY LOVE FOR KPOP AND KOREAN BOYS AND NOT STOP ME FROM ~~STALKING~~ LIKING THEM. Me and kpop come as one. So take it or leave it.
Unless you are one of the Korean boys yourself. Then it'll be a whole different story 8DDD

I know I sound like some psychopathic fangirl but whatever. I sorta gave up looking for a bf anyways and I have Kelly who's staying single with me 8D

Gahhhhhhh I still can't believe I'm starting work tomorrow. How come I'm not even a wee bit excited? Like seriously.

Current music: Break Out! - DBSK

Wrapping up 2009!

2010-01-01T16:31:00.003+08:00

I just had to do this 8D
I know it's a little late but I've been really busy with all the Korean year-end music festivals
(SBS GAYO DAEJEON PWNED!!! 8DD)

Anyways, 2009 has been a pretty interesting year. In fact I think it's the most interesting year in my life so far. Lots of emotional ups and downs (which are mostly kpop related). Flew overseas for the first time for SM Town concert in Bangkok; flew to Singapore for F.T Island's showcase and stayed with complete strangers that I met at the airport lol (but they're good friends of mine now); met 2AM and SS501; Jaebeom's scandal broke out which was by far the saddest thing that has ever happened in my years of being a fangirl; and last but not least went for Super Show 2 in Bangkok (a dream come true) and did the craziest things there lol
Hopefully 2010 will be an even better year especially with more cash in hand hehehe (I still can't believe I'm gonna start working soon!)
My next target..... KOREA!

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HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!
No more new year's resolution for me this year cos I never keep to it. Plus life's unpredictable and I like it that way :)
Happy new year once again!

Current music: Crazy - 비스트

:(

2009-12-23T22:32:00.004+08:00

I'm having a hard time shopping for formal clothes. Just can't seem to find the right ones.
Only managed to get 2 tops and a pair of heels so far, after a few shopping trips. And it's getting really frustrating cos I'm running out of time!
(Can someone please tell me where to look for skirts that are more fitting and above knee length ~~so that I can flaunt my legs 8D~~? Can't seem to find those)

And I've decided that I won't be going for FT's fanmeet in Singapore next month. Which means that I won't be reuniting with my co-stars again T__T
I MISS MY CO-STARS AND HONGGI AND JONGHUN!
I seriously got a feeling I'll be missing out on a lot of Kpop events next year.
Just the thought of it makes me want to crrryyyyy booohooohoooo

And then I went for this medical check up the other day (which is like a must thing to do before KPMG gives me the job offer letter) and I found out that I now weight a whopping 48.3kg!!!!! That's up by 1.3kg!!!!! Somemore that was after I shit!
I think it must be the thighs. CELLULITES! OMGOMGOMG

Current music: -

Bangkok Trip - Part 2

2009-12-14T17:37:00.009+08:00

Day 4 - 28th Nov 2009

SUPER SHOW 2!

Bought 1500 baht tickets for the first night ~~cos had to save money XD~~
Feeling very lazy to describe every single details of the concert so just read them from other fans' accounts alright? ;)

From my seat (without zoom)
I managed to sneak my camera in thanks to those awesome tips from my friends! 8D
But my camera is only a 7.2 digital so no super awesome pictures okay!

Pearl sapphire blue!

I like this venue so much better than the SM Town concert cos it's much much much smaller and everything's much much much nearer to the stage. My seat was actually pretty near for a 1500 baht ticket. But you can't really tell in pictures.

It was my first time buying such seats cos I usually get the pit zones so I was not quite used to sitting down so well-behaved throughout the concert lol. It felt like I was watching a movie except that there were 13 cute guys entertaining me all in one show XD
Okay make it 12 cos I still don't like Zhoumi. His smile still creeps me out somehow XDD

During Siwon's solo performance
Didn't take much pictures that day cos I gave up half way XD

Day 5 - 29th November 2009

2nd night of Super Show 2!
4500 baht tickets! And we were at A2. It's the front square/box/hole/whatever you call it on the right. Kinda regretted buying that seat cos Yesung didn't go there much :(

Jean trying to bling my hair so that I would stand out in the crowd. Didn't think it work though lol

Ye~~sex~~sung! XD

Yesung's sexy bum!

I was so busy staring at his face everytime that I forgot to take pictures until he turned his back at me.
Damn fail I know :(

Teukie doing Abracadabra

Kyu

Super Attack!

One of my favorite part of the concert!!! Cos Yesung looks effin' smexy in the video and I looooove to see my boys get rough! XD

"Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian"

It was kinda funny to hear Thais sing in Chinese.

But you know what's funnier?

THEY KNOW THE LYRICS MUCH BETTER THAN I DO!
WHEN I'M CHINESE!!! LOLOLOL

"Kan wo kan kan wo bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

Fail again :(

Now for my overview of the concert!
Two words.

EFFING AWESOME!!!!!!!

My only complaint is that it got a little messy and confusing at times (which was different when watching on DVD) cos they were scattered all over the place and I didn't know who to focus on. Plus I didn't want to miss a single moment!

(But I'm sure I did cos I was subconsciously looking for Yesung most of the time LOLOLOL)

Some of the memorable moments (just to list a few)

Yesung doing his intro! Which is absolute loooovvveeee!!!

Donghae doing a body wave right in front of my face during his solo. But sorry. My heart stays with Yesung hahahahaha
Eeteuk's expression when he saw our Malaysia banner. Eeteuk jjang! ^__^
Siwon's abs flashing and Ryeowook exaggerated dancing during Gee
Yesung giving a bouquet of flowers and Ferrero Rochers to fans and my heart just crushed into a million pieces T____T
Sungmin's falsettos during his solo *love*
Heartquake, What If and Yesung's solo *lovelovelove* Too awesome for words!
Heechul's solo cos it was pretty awful. Pretty AND awful. Geddit? Hahahahaha. Icantstandhispinkrufflyoutfit! XD
And Eeteuk's ajussi-ish performance was funny too kekekeke
Eunhyuk doing random ad libs and saying "saranghaeyo Lee Hyuk Jae" during Our Love. Too adorable!
The many many Yewon moments. Me want skinship with Jongwoonie toooooo!!!!! LOLOLOL
Eeteuk almost slipping during Puff the Magic Dragon and made my heart skipped a beat
The members stripping Eeteuk kekekeke (Jungsu ssi, you didn't have to be embarrassed. I know you want it XD)
Fans forming stars with light sticks during Shining Star. It was really pretty. Eeteuk cried T____T And Yesung tried really hard to cry so his expression was actually quite funny heeheeheehee

With some cute fanboys after the concert
I like the guy second from left *^^*
Apparently they do cover dances for SJ and they're pretty popular in Thailand.
The one I like covers Kyu and the one in black covers Yesung.
Check them out here!

With a Korean staff from the official goods booth
(I think Jean's in love with him LOL)
He was really nice to us. Tell you why later 8D

Had dinner at 12 a.m!

After dinner, we shopped around, did foot massage, trying to pass time since we had nowhere to go other. It was my first time doing foot massage so I wasn't quite used to other man touching my feet (MY FEET BELONGS TO YESUNG BTW XD)

At Dusit to collect our luggages before leaving for the airport

Final picture at Dusit :(

Can't believe we were there with SJ just weeks ago

Jean packing her luggage at the airport
Sorry for the unglam picture XD

Nerdy Lian 8D

Jean and BB posing with my Yesung flag

I bought this cos the official ones were sold out
Even this "pirated version" was the last one left. I didn't know Yesung's so popular in Thailand seriously.
Another fan wanted to buy it too. But too bad for her cos I was there first XD

My Yesung hanger. Which now has a new home!
Loving my Corby btw :)

Official t-shirts which cost 1000 baht each. That's 200 bucks gone!
Only wanted to buy one at first cos it's pretty pricey. But remember I mentioned earlier about the Korean staff who was really nice to us?
So here's the story.

I bought Eunhyuk's shirt on the first day cos Yesung's was sold out (told you he's crazy popular in Thailand!) Then I asked the Korean staff if there would be anymore of Yesung's shirt the next day and he told me yes but only about 2 or 3. So I asked him if it's okay to keep one for me but it didn't seem like he was listening. I didn't expect him to keep any either. I mean I would totally understand (and so I thought I would be able to save 1000 baht to splurge on something else)

But when we went to the booth the next day, he took out the shirt immediately after recognising us and told us that it's the very last one left! Of course I'm left with no other choice but to buy right?!

Anyways, I still think that it was very sweet of him for remembering us among the thousands of fans there. And Jean thinks that he would make a very good boyfriend lol

150 baht light stick

Free poster

Concert tickets

AND I'M DONE!

Current music: Finally (파이널리) (feat. U-Kiss) - Brave Brothers

Bangkok Trip - Part 1

2009-12-08T16:51:00.007+08:00

I know I'm late!
암소 쏘리 켈리씨! ㅋㅋㅋ

A lot of craaaazzzyyyyy things happened during the trip. And I definitely had much much much more fun compared to my first trip there. Probably because I kept reminding myself that I was there for a holiday and attending SS2 was just an extra which was a complete lie but who cares cos at the end of the day I still enjoyed myself and that's what matters right? ^_^

Day 1 - 25th Nov 2009

Took MAS for the first time!
And for the first time I was in KLIA not for anyone else's departure but my own! XD

The view that many Korean artists had seen except no screaming fans wtf

I'm pretty sure that those artists can see the ~~hideous~~ screaming faces of their fans really clearly even though they pretend not to sometimes. It's actually much nearer than I thought

The place where many Korean artists have walked through and got their bodies touched oooh

The place where DBSK had once set their feet on.

The airport is really full of such great memories *big wet eyes*

In the plane, I had chicken satay with fried rice, orange juice and Baskin Robbins vanilla ice cream for dessert yum yum. That's one reason why I prefer MAS over Air Asia. The BR ice cream and Ferrero Rocher are enough to win muahahaha. I'm so easy to please 8D

Reached Thailand! And what an eye candy to welcome us ^__^
Why we don't have such cute guys to promote Malaysia tourism laaaaah?!

After that, we took a cab and checked in to our hotel. Stayed at Take A Nap, a budget hotel for the first 2 nights. It was only about 1300 baht per night for 3 person and it wasn't too bad. Just that the toilet was kinda creepy for me and the breakfast sucked. Other than that, it was completely fine. No weird encounters thank God!

Our room

Went to Central World shopping mall to collect our concert tickets from our Thai friends

The decorations are sooooo pretty. The malls are sooooo pretty.
And I love how everything is so Korean-y there. Their fashion is sooooo Korean and you can hear Korean songs playing in almost every corner *lovelovelove*

Jean, BB and me on the left with Thai friends

The girl on the right is seriously damn pretty loh.
So many good looking ppl there as compared to Malaysia. And they are so nice too!
Sorry I just can't help it. I really love Thailand. I think I should migrate there if not Korea

Beer festival which is still happening now I think.
It's super happening there. Even on weekdays!

After that, we went to this Thai fusion restaurant recommended by our Thai friends for dinner. Apparently, the restaurant won a lot of awards, locally and overseas. Forgot to snap pictures cos I was too hungry hehe. I don't think the food's that great anyways. I like the street food so much better.

Day 2 - 26th Nov 2009

Changed to a bigger room the next day

My bed :)

Later in the noon, went to Platinum to do some shopping! But first we had lunch at a food court in the mall itself and that was when I did the craziest thing ever! It's something that I would never ever do back home cos cos it's just sooooo not me!

This was what happened. I was lining up at a stall and I saw this guy at the stall next door. He was wearing this kind of surgical mask cos he was working there. And I thought he kinda reminded me of Jaejoong. Maybe I was just imagining stuff idk LOL
After getting my food, I was sitting at a table near his stall and my friends noticed that he kept looking at us (or at our table at least) and everytime I turned to look at him he looked away. So Jean gave me this idea, asking me to write my e-mail on a piece of paper to pass it to him before we leave just for the fun of it since we're in a foreign land and there's no harm doing it cos it's not like we're gonna see him again
AND I DID! AT THE SECOND ATTEMPT! WOOHOO!!!
So damn proud of myself okay cos it seriously took a lot of my guts LOLOLOL

And then we did some shopping although I couldn't really focus after what happened earlier LOL

Had dinner at The Pizza Company
Good stuff there. Much better than Pizza Hut.

Saw the same leng chai that we saw the day before. And he was driving a Benz.
Too bad he has a girl with him or else I would've done the same like what I did to the Jaejoong guy earlier heheh
Just kidding!

In the restaurant

MEME

FOOD!!!!!
Didn't forget to take pictures this time 8D

PORK LASAGNA!

I had pork lasagna and pork burger, pork with rice and pretty much pork in every meal XDD

Wanted to go to MBK but it was closed :(
The malls there usually close at about 9pm.
But fret not! Cos they have plenty of stalls opened till wee hours of the morning all over the streets!

Walked over to Siam Paragon where SS2 PC was held

And guess who we saw?
^__^
I miss Jay T_____T

We asked that guard sitting over there to help snap a picture of us with the SJ backdrop
But he damn fail loh!

Cos ALL of SJ's heads were cut off =.=

But we didn't bother to ask for a retake

COS WE SPOTTED ANOTHER LENG CHAI!
WITH JANG GEUN SEOK'S SMILE!
HAHAHAHAHA

THIS PICTURE SUPER DAMN MEANINGFUL OKAY!
cos it was taken by the leng chai XDD

But damn wasted lah. Didn't manage to get his contact
We tried looking for him at Roxy the next day cos he was carrying a Roxy paper bag so we assumed that he was working there but couldn't find him in the end :(

After that, we went over to Dusit Thani to wait for SJ-M's arrival. Waited for a couple of hours and didn't get to see shit. But it didn't really matter cos I've seen enough leng chai that day weeeeeee

Day 3 - 27th Nov 2009

Checked in to Dusit Thani!

Saw Siwon walking to the gym
Not many Thai fans were following him. They probably got bored of seeing him cos he goes there too damn often!
But Jean (who's crazy over Siwon) went to have a look and we saw Siwon running on thread mill while smiling to himself or to us idk lol

Fans waiting outside the hotel

The view from our room

The room got messy before I manage to snap a picture

We had to hide in the toilet when the hotel staff was delivering our luggages cos there were 6 of us and the room's for 2 lol
The room's about 6800 baht per night so please understand us!

Playing with my camera's self-timer while waiting for SJ to leave the hotel for the PC

Xiah Junsu's infamous angelic pose XD

This is supposed to be Taekyung's pose when he pretended to hit Minam's head and kissed her LOL

Acting cute pose

wtf pose

BB and Jean at the hotel lobby

Me and BB

Spot the fangirls!

Us pretending to be non-fangirls so that the hotel staff wouldn't shoo us away lol

So we camwhored

And camwhored

And camwhored somemore

And it worked! Cos no one was guarding us and we practically walked out of the hotel with SJ while the other fans were being guarded 8D

Later we saw Henry and Zhoumi walking out of the hotel when we were waiting for a cab. I actually planned to say "Henry, you're cute!" in Cantonese but the words just couldn't come out from my mouth. Damn fail lol

And in the room we camwhored somesomemore!

Posing with (fake) fruits heehee

End of part 1!
SS2 will be in the next post. I PROMISH! XDD

Current music: Falling U - 티아라

I LOVE THAILAND ^__^

2009-12-01T16:32:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Bangkok!

Will blog about the trip once I'm done updating myself with the news that I've missed for the past week :)

Current music: -

Replying to Bilqis's comment.

2009-11-14T16:36:00.012+08:00

Hey Bilqis! Didn't know u read my blog :)

I wanted to reply in the comment section but I have looooads to write. So I might as well post this up lol

Yes you have your point. I don't like the idea of boycotting either. ESPECIALLY AGAINST MY FAVORITE-ST GROUP.
But a lot of things happened after Jaebeom left that made me really skeptical. Skeptical of JYP's words in the official statements. Skeptical whether Jaebeom really wanted to leave or if he was forced to. Skeptical whether JYP really intend to bring Jaebeom back.

From what I read, fans are boycotting because they want JYP to make it clear whether he'll bring Jaebeom back to the group. Not immediately but in the near future when Jay's ready. We don't want anymore IFS or POSSIBILITIES. We just want a clear cut answer. Yes or no.
But we still haven't get that answer till this day.

In other words, we want a proper response from JYP either in the form of an official statement or through a press conference (and not through some variety shows *rolls eyes*). Once JYP does that, the boycott would stop immediately. We do not intend for Jay to be back right away cos we know he still needs time. But we do not wish for JYP to use Jay as a marketing tool either and continue giving us false hope COS IT SUCKS.
I think the motive of the boycott is right and that's why I'm supporting it :)

Another thing, comparing both Jaebeom and Kangin's case, don't you think that Kangin's case is much more severe since it's a criminal offence? And yet SM still continues to protect Kangin and not kick him out of the group just like that?
Ironic isn't it?
What did JYP do the protect Jaebeom thus far?
Why must they make him withdraw from the group and make it on national news when he left for Seattle causing it to seem like he did something reeeaaaalllyyyy wrong and was fleeing the country?
Why can't JYP just put Jaebeom on temporary hiatus and let him return say in 3 months time? That way at least we know that Jaebeom's spot is secured. He could still have went back to Seattle during the period of temporary hiatus (if there was one).

I don't know. That's just what I think. Some things are just too fishy and wasn't properly explained. If you have other views on this, do share! I'm sure you would know the situation better since you're living in the country itself :)
I'll try to catch you on Messenger someday. I have loads to ask LOL

Current music: All Night Long - 2PM

7 reasons why I prefer BEAST over MBLAQ

2009-11-11T18:51:00.005+08:00

After watching every single performance of both groups, I think BEAST put on more interesting performances cos I see them doing something different each week. Where as MBLAQ's pretty much stagnant there. Oh yeah MBLAQ's consistent but it gets boring watching them repeating the same damn routine. Probably Lee Joon feels the same too and so he decided to stop flashing his abs WTF
I like it when BEAST seems to have fun on stage ^_^
Love it when they put some extra moves in their dance routine. LOVE IT WHEN DOOSEOB BUMP BUTTS LOL.
Don't see stuff like that with MBLAQ.
Overall, I think BEAST has better singers and rappers (and better looking boys too XDD).
In MBLAQ, I only like G.O's voice. Joon's pretty decent. Mir and Seung Ho's are just so-so. And Chun Doong, hehehe I'll elaborate later. I have a whooolllle point for him hehehe
As for dancing, I think both groups are pretty much of the same standard. Wonder if BEAST could do flips though.
I'D CHOOSE CUTE AND PLAYFUL OVER SEXY AND MASCULINE ANYTIME! That's just me. But of course, it would be a plus to have both. Like 2PM! ^__^
(I'm not saying that BEAST's not sexy and masculine and vice versa. I'm just talking about their concept as of now)
I got bored of Oh Yeah after like 2 weeks but the more I listen to Bad Girl, the more I'm lovin' it! In fact, I'm lovin' the whole album! My favorite's 아직은 *hearts* Which just got fucking banned by KBS because of the word 'oh shit'. Pfffttttt how dumb.
Okay now for my point on Chun Doong hehehe. Btw I hate it when ppl calls him Thunder. It's like when ppl calls Jaejoong Hero and Changmin Max. It's just plain weird. AND ANNOYING!
OKAY CHUN DOONG! This may sound pretty offensive but seriously, I find his voice too squeaky for my liking. And it's neither suitable for rapping nor singing. Which is sad cos it's not like he can do anything about it right?
GOSH I SOUND SO MEAN! SORRY CHUN DOONG AND CHUN DOONG'S FANS! It's just my opinion. If you like his voice then good for you!
I like Yoseob, Kikwang and Junhyung in BEAST but thus far, I'm attracted to none in MBLAQ. Yup. Even Joon's abs aren't enough to seduce me WTF

Actually it's still to early too judge them completely cos it has only been like what? Less than a month since their debut? So who knows if I'll change my mind later on hehe

But for now,
BEAST FTW!!!!!!! XD

Current music: 할렐루야 - BIG BANG

PISSING ME OFF

2009-11-10T21:06:00.002+08:00

I really had the sudden urge to post this yesterday. But then it was already 2 a.m and I was too darn sleepy and it takes me forever to put up a damn post.
So I thought I'd post it today. But then right now, I'm not feeling that pissed over it anymore LOLOL

SOMEONE PROVOKE ME AGAIN PLEASE!

Current music: Heartbeat - 2PM

Why am I so vain?

2009-11-06T01:14:00.013+08:00

FACE BURNED AND ITCHING LIKE CRAZY.

I totally admit that I am oi leng mm oi meng heeeheeeheee

Hopefully it'll get better in a week's time. Cos my face is really damn ugly now. I'm not even sure if it's worth the torture and the money. After my face still not nice how? :(

HAHA

Actually leh the purpose of this post is to announce that *drum rolls*

I PASSED MY TOPIK EXAM! XD

년도	회차	구분	영문성명	총점	평균	합격/불합격
2009	16회	일반(초급(2급))	CHEONG Y ILIAN	379	94.75	합격
어휘 및 문법 : 94 / 쓰기 : 92 / 듣기 : 93 / 읽기 : 100

THIS IS SOMETHING TO BRAG ABOUT OKAY, COS THIS MEANS THAT I'M OFFICIALLY AT THE SAME LEVEL AS JAEBEOM! XDDD
(I think lah. He could have upgraded himself since the Idol Army days LOL)

Oh there's something that I'm confused about.
I thought Hottests made an official statement that they'll boycott a 2PM without Jay but why is their new song topping charts and getting such good responses? Does this mean that 2PM is doing fine without Jay? I KNOW IT'S A HOT SONG. But shouldn't we keep to our promise? Maybe I'm not totally aware of what's going on. But seriously I find this really worrying. What if fans forget about Jay when the new album is released and the determination of getting him back dies off? What if JYPE thinks that 2PM doesn't need Jay to succeed and is not planning to bring him back?
GAHHHHH I hope I'm just being paranoid. Really.
As for my stand, as much as I love 6PM (especially Wooyoung XD), I'M STILL FOR THE BOYCOTT.
2.00PM TIME FOR CHANGE IS MY LAST PURCHASE FROM JYPE TILL THE DAY JAY COMES BACK.
I mean I do feel bad for 6PM. Probably that's how every fan feels too. But I want Jay to be back even more. We just gotta stay strong for a little and everything will go back to it's normal state. At least that's what I believe :)
Btw I'm getting really irritated by ppl who are writing comments, asking us to forget about Jay and to stop the boycott cos we are hurting the other 6 members bla bla bla. But what do THEY know? I'm not saying that I know what the members are thinking. But we are doing what we deem is right. JAY DOES NOT DESERVE TO LEAVE 2PM BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID CONTROVERSY. AND EVERY SINGLE MEMBER PLAYS AN EQUALLY IMPORTANT ROLE IN 2PM. Ppl wouldn't say "7=1" and "7-1=0" if they don't mean it right?
So to those commenters, JUST FUCKING LEAVE US ALONE!

You know what? This is my first time writing such a long rant about Jay ever since he left lol.
This may sound a little cheesy but I'M STILL NOT TIRED OF WAITING.
재범아, 기다리다가 아직도 안 지친다!

Oh oh and something to share

One of the MVs that made me tear *sobs*
Lovin' this song alongside Big Bang's 声をきかせて ~~and 2PM's 기다리다 지친다.~~ I mean I do love the song but I'm still boycotting the album! I did not just contradict what I said earlier, right? HEH

Okay lah. Gotta go duduk jamban then sleep. GOOD NIGHT WORLD.
AND HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY TO SUPER JUNIOR ONCE AGAIN!
Will be seeing Yesung Ring Ding Dong-ing tmr XD Ehhhhh I mean later today!

Current music: 잠에 취해 - Brown Eyed Girls

CONFUSED

2009-11-02T02:35:00.005+08:00

HMPHHHHH

Had my dad convincing me to start looking for a job. Not just any job but one in an audit firm T_____T

He said I've been slacking too much. It has almost been a year since I finished my exams then graduated (O.O THAT QUICK?) when he only promised me 6 months of rest to do whatever I want.

And he seems to reeeaaaallllyyy want me to get the ACCA Qualification and not put my 3 years of studying to waste. He kept saying that I would only need to work for 3 years. ONLY 3 YEARS. Those 3 years would past really quickly and I can choose not to be an accountant later on.

But to me, it's not just ONLY 3 YEARS LEH. IT'S FUCKING 3 YEARS!!!!!
MY 3 YEARS OF YOUTH WILL BE GONE. I'LL BE FUCKING 23 BY THEN!!!!!!!
T_____T

I'm not saying that it's old being 23. You don't have to feel offended LOL
But in those 3 years I reeeaaalllllyyyyyy want to do what I reeeaaalllllyyyyyy like loh. I can't be stalking artists when I'm 30, can I?

Actually I knew what my dad wants me to do from the start but I thought that he would forget about it over time and I would escape. But I guess not now :(

I thought he always said that he would let me do whatever I want as long as I'm happy.
BUT I'M SOOOOO NOT HAPPY NOW LOH!!!!!!! :(((

SS2 in Bangkok will be my last concert overseas until I'm 23 :(
I don't even know whether I'll still be interested in Kpop then sssssiiiiiiiggghhhhhh
I wouldn't have all the time to check all the latest news and eventually I'll lose touch with Kpop T_____T
OMGGGGGGG THAT HAS TO BE A NIGHTMARE!

Okay. Gotta start working on my resume now. But then my resume will be damn ugly loh compared to Stella's.

EXTRA-CURRICULUM ACTIVITIES - NONE
ACHIEVEMENTS & PARTICIPATIONS - NONE

DAMN LOSER LEH ME. Unless stalking is considered an extra-curriculum activity and getting a picture with Kwon is considered an achievement lah XDDD

Oh I just noticed. Why the hell am I writing like I'll 100% get a job? Maybe there's currently no vacancy and I wouldn't get a job leh XD
Or maybe, I could fake an interview and tell my dad I didn't make it XDD
Not a bad idea eh? Heeeheeeheee

Current music: 그 누구보다 - Lady Collection

On Lee Minho.

2009-10-28T18:02:00.008+08:00

I'd usually like the artist even more after meeting him in person. But for Minho, it's the other way round.
I wasn't even a fan in the first place. Never ever spazzed over him and not spazzing over him now either.
I know many will disagree with me since he's THE LEE MINHO but this is just my opinion from my own observation which may not be completely true since I don't know him personally LOL WTF.

Maybe there are differences between singers and actors. Singers are waaayyyy more fun since they do fan service and stuff. So maybe that's what I'm not used to? *shrugs

GAHHH SO FUCKING CONFUSED

In conclusion, I'm still not a fan of Lee Minho full stop

Current music: -

Untitled

2009-10-19T02:24:00.013+08:00

Just a random thought.

If someone asks me whether I've ever been in a relationship and I say no, and then his/her jaw drops in disbelief me, should I be happy or otherwise?

-

Watched the first 2 episodes of 미남이시네요 a.k.a You're Beautiful today!
AND I'M LOVING IT!!!!! Sampat Honggi is just so effing adorable! HEEEHEEEHEEE *starts spazzing* And seeing those fangirls in the show I can't help but think of myself. Such stalkers LOLOL. Oh oh and for some reason short-haired Park Shin Hye reminded me of Yesung. I mean she doesn't really look like Yesung but if you take a real quick glance she does! HAHA

I will promish you lalalalalalalalalalala~

This reminds me. I should go complete the BOF episodes. Have been stuck at episode 18 for God-knows-how-many months URGHHH. ~~Cos I got bored~~ XD Die-hard BOF fans are so gonna kill me now LOL

Current music: 아직은 - BEAST

Cellulites.

2009-10-14T00:30:00.007+08:00

How I hate them. HORRENDOUS THINGS LIKE THESE SHOULD NEVER EXIST!
And why do only ~~women~~ girls have it? (I'm still a girl lalalalala) IT'S SO FREAKING UNFAIRRRRRRR!

I've never in my life thought I would worry about cellulites. I've never even heard of the word until I was like 18? But then recently my aunt started telling me things like, "OMG YOUR THIGHS ARE GETTING BIGGER. If you don't start taking care, YOU ARE SURE GONNA GET CELLULITES!"
WTF WTF WTF! Scared the shit out of me okay! Cos apparently cellulites are super hard to get rid of. The only way is to prevent.
So from today onwards, I'm gonna cut down on all fatty foods including my daily dose of milk tea which I'm sure gonna miss boohoohoo :( And start exercising to make sure that my thighs don't go all huge and flabby and cellulit-y. I sooooo don't need extra dimples on my thighs cos they're soooooo not pretty.
GAHHHHHHH SO FREAKING WORRIED.
My legs are like the ONLY body part I'm satisfied with. So please don't leave me with NOTHING to flaunt. Unless I get bigger boobies in exchange. A full C cup maybe? Hehehehehe

I think I should stop complimenting myself even if I'm only doing it among my family members. It could be bad karma. Like how I used to be so proud of my eyes cos they're bigger than a lot of ppl I know. And look them now. One bigger than the other. Unbalanced like shit. No. Even shit are more balanced than that.
SO YAH. MUST BE KARMA.
OMGGGG I HATE MY LEGS SO MUCH. I WANT STICK THIN LEGS LIKE MEI PLS!!!!!!!
Okay. That was a lie. But you get my point.

OH OH AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!
Heehee I don't know if I should say this but I'm kinda into dancing now heehee. Actually it all started when I was learning the A&A dance for the flash mob cos it feels so darn good when I got some of the steps right :) Plus it's good exercise! I wasn't even using much strength and I was already sweating like crazy. But sadly (for me), my dancing only stays at home and is only for my family members to watch. Even they are complaining that it's causing them eye sore. IT IS REALLY THAT HIDEOUS. Trust me. My body is Honggi-stiff and I can only do ssanti dances except that I'm nowhere close to being adorable. Sad but true :(

P.S. I LOVE MY SSANTI KINGS! *many many many hearts*
2PM, 난 너무 그리워.......

P.P.S. I did appear in the MYHOTTEST dance flash mob video after all! XD For a couple of seconds at the end hehe. I didn't see myself until my aunt pointed out "TENGOK SI BONGKOK TU" LOL

Current music: 훔쳐보기-슬픈말 - Lady Collection

Korean class.

2009-10-10T01:00:00.007+08:00

Classes have finally resumed today.
But I've been degraded from Intermediate 3 to Elementary 2 :(
WHATTHEHECK.
I really have no idea why they changed the format loh. I thought I'm so close to being in advanced but now there are 5 more levels to go before advanced. Haihhhh damn disappointing.
I WANT TO BE IN ADVANCED ASAP DAMN IT!
And elementary sounds so newbie. Imagine if someone asks me which level I'm at in Korean language and I answer Elementary 2, sounds so much lamer than Intermediate 3 right? Haihhhh

Actually I can't really tell the difference lah. Hahahahaha.
I'm just disappointed cos now I have a long way to go to being in advanced. Ehhhh I think I just repeated what I said earlier.
Anywaysssss, advanced sounds waaaayyyyy cooler than elementary or intermediate loh. So why must they change the format leh?

And hor, there's another thing. I noticed that we had gone through most of the things that we'll be learning in Elementary 2 during the TOPIK revisions. So I don't see the point of going through it again. Kinda like wasting time and money. Me and some of my other classmates tried talking to our seonsaengnim whether we can skip a level and go straight to Intermediate 1 (which is the level after Elementary 2 just in case you got confused) but she didn't look happy. She said that she'll be talking to the receptionist and if we are allowed to skip, we'll have to sit for an exam first which most probably also means that the fees are not refundable. Haihhhh
I really hope that she doesn't think that we're being too troublesome or cocky or whatsoever. But seriously I don't see the point of learning the same things again. Maybe it's not 100% the same lah but there's AT LEAST 80% loh. As for the remainder, I'm sure we'll be able to catch up at the next level. I'm not that bodoh okay. PTS student leh! Somemore graduated at the age of 19!
Okay I sounded a little cocky there hehe. I can be really bodoh at times too hehehe XD

OMG SO SLEEPYYYYYYY
And so sad that I have to work on weekends. Can't spend time with my cousins who ~~still owe me a bday meal~~ will be sleeping over :(

Current music: 주르륵 - 휘성

2PM flash mob.

2009-10-07T01:08:00.024+08:00

To those who didn't know, there was a flash mob by MYHOTTEST in Bukit Bintang KL somewhere near BB Plaza last Sunday to support 6PM and Jay.

I wasn't very much involved. I don't think I even had 1 second of camera time lol. Just went to have a look and KPC a bit hehe XD

YES I LOVE 2PM!!!!!!!

Placards and bunny ears that were used during the freeze flash mob.

I wanted to take one of the placards home but Regina said that she's keeping them for future use.
I really hope that we'll be able to use those placards again someday. In front of ALL 7 MEMBERS OF 2PM that is :)

Met some new friends there. Abigail and Eunice who are 2 years younger than me :(
Feels darn old. It's like I'm hanging out with Mei's friends. BUT IT'S NOT BAD AT ALL XD
Then there's Jo whom I met online. Actually not really cos I've seen her a couple of times before during Kpop events. GAAHHH I don't even know what I'm trying to say.
Anyways, GROUP PICTURES! Pictures stolen from Abigail hehe

Me, Jo, Eunice and Abigail

Me, Jo, Abigail, Eunice and backups. Haha just kidding. I didn't get to know their names!

Me, Abigail, Eunice and Jo (again)

Me, Abigail, Eunice and Jo (again and again) complete with bunny ears XD
But I'm sorta like the outcast hmph

2 syupeo adorable kids who wanted to join in the fun lol. The little boy really looooves the camera.

It was so funny cos passerby kept staring, wondering what the heck we were doing shaking our asses and then freezing in the middle of the street with bunny ears while holding "I ♥ 2PM" placards. Tourists were like taking pictures of us thinking we were some kind of street performers. Some even requested to borrow our bunny ears and placards for pictures. Damn swt. BUT SIBEH FUNNY LOLOLOL

There were also 2 policemen standing nearby sort of like guarding us. Think we are some kind of riot group meh? Chi sin wan. All girls lah. What harm can we do? ~~Other than scream in your ears till you go deaf.~~

BIG GROUP PICTURE!

SPOT ME, SPOT ME!
(Hint: Look for the girl with the roundest face)

After that, walked with Abigail and Eunice to KLCC from BB Plaza. Really great exercise I tell you.

And finally, some selfcam with bunny ears hehehehe. I have my wish-to-look-cute moments too you know!

I love how my hair looks in this picture ^^

Fringe sticking to sweaty forehead

Before I go, just want to show ~~off my bf~~ you a picture of Yesung which I find darn cute.

JENG JENG!

SHO CUTE RIGHT? *hearts*

OKAY BED TIME! But don't know why like damn semangat after meeting up with Laine, Jiun and Lyn lol.

여러분 안녕히주무세요! ^^
Missing Korean classes sooooo badly!!! Glad that classes are finally resuming this Friday WEEEEEEE~

Current music: Horror Show ft. Kang Hodong - MC Mong

It's the end...

2009-09-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

Of September. How time flies~
Hopefully things will start to look more positive tomorrow.

September downright sucked.
Even though it's my birthday month
T.T
Too many bad things happened. Which made my birthday pretty much meaningless this year.

Oh well, LET'S JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST!
I don't want my year to end this way.
OH PLEEEEEEEASE~

Current music: 속았다 (Narration Of 이요원) - 태군

BOO!

2009-09-28T02:38:00.009+08:00

Woke up at 4 p.m today! 13 HOURS OF SLEEP!!! WOW that ought to be a world record or something.

Freaking awake. SO WHAT THE HECK AM I GONNA DO NOW?!

-

It has been ages since I last watch a DBSK performance. But I happened to click on this today-

MANNNN it almost sounded like they were lipsyncing. Seriously. IT'S ALMOST FLAWLESS! Like how can they dance so energetically and sing live at the same time without losing their breath?
AND I SO LOVE THE SONG STAND BY U. One of my favorite Japanese tracks by DBSK or THSK whatever you want to call them.

Anyways, after watching this performance it really brought back the memories of the days where I was still head over heels CRAZIIEEEE over them. Like literally CRAZIIEEEE!!!!! There is no other group that I've put so much love, effort and money on till this day being the only group that I loved back then. I even made a vow to support them only for the rest of my life but (obviously) FAILED. HAHA.

I totally understand why Cassiopeia is biggest fan club in the world and why I used to like them so much. They may not be as funny and entertaining as SJ or 2PM but overall, I still think that they are the best group ever formed in Korea. They have the looks, talents, height, body and so much more plus points. What more can you ask for in an idol group?

Kinda regret for giving their concert in Bangkok a skip. Sigh.
And I'm taking back what I said about not caring if they split cos I DO CARE NOW. They really ought to stay together. I hope they'll win the court case and all goes well for them :)

Okay enough of my fangirl talk.
Btw, changing my blogskin does motivate me to blog after all lol.

Current music: 사랑이란 - Lee Seung Gi

JUST WOW

2009-09-26T15:35:00.002+08:00

Current music: Follow Me - Big Bang

New Blogskin!

2009-09-25T18:05:00.006+08:00

Changed my blog skin again so I'll feel more motivated to blog. Took more than 5 hours to edit *died*

But I don't see the point now cos it's not that I don't want to blog but it's cos I have nothing to blog about.

NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING! Not even on my supposedly "big" day yesterday. I probably had the deadest(is there even such a word?) birthday eveeeerrrr!!!!!!!

But I gotta thank all my friends and family who made me feel better. Really appreciate all the birthday wishes especially from Kelly who called me all the way from Aussie :) Thanks for the surprise 2 years in a row. But it's funny how you always call me at the wrong time. Last year when I was in class and this year when I was zzzzz sleeping lol.
And then there's Lyn, Yin, Sharon, Ee Laine, Yng Jiun and Wye Li. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Sui Yuan, Benjamin, Ching Yong, Pei Ting, Lionel, Joey, Jeleine, Yin Ying, Shinyii, Eileen, Yong We, Siu Hong, Chong How, Suan Li, Bryan, Foong Ee, Sanjeve, BB, Vern Yen, William, Zhen Hong, Sesha, TT, Geral, Kelly Hong, Yoon Kit, Chloe, Wee Ven, Kah Yean, Suet Yen, Yen Yi, Ker Zhing, Yi Wen, Sharee, Stella, Juli, Jen Shen, Kent, Yew Choong and all the random ppl that wished me on forums and FB XD THANKS AGAIN! You guys made me realised that I have friends and am not a loner after all :)

OK that's about it. Truthfully, I'm not used to saying words like that lol. And sorry if I left anyone out of the list >.<

I'M NO LONGER A TEENAGER. GETTING OLD BOOHOOOOO T.T

I was listening to SJ-M's album and for some reason I prefer the Korean version of Super Girl SO MUCH BETTER. Biased can? ㅋㅋㅋ
No lah. It's cos Kyu and Wook sound more comfortable singing in their native tongue. But I'm still not very fond of the song. Just so-so. The chorus still sounds weird to me eeeeek

Current music: 다시 사랑하는 날 - 이현

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2009-09-21T18:25:00.012+08:00

I'M SOOOOOOO FREAKING LIFELESS NOW!!!!!!!

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Oh wait. Since when am I not lifeless.

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And do you notice that I'm only updating about Korean related stuff or when there's a Korean artist in Malaysia?

BWAHAHAHAHA What a stupid question I know.

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I'm so bored.
Someone pls save me~

도와주세요 제발~
미쳐가는 것 같아!!!!!!!
집에 돌아가고 싶어 진짜~!!!!!!!

Current music: ~~Some lame Chinese songs which I'm forced to listen to URRGGGHHHH~~ I can only tolerate Jay Chou sorry. And maybe Leehom (Edit: Oh and and SJM's XD). Chinese songs lovers pls dont kill me!!! You can go ahead and say Korean songs are lame too. I totally wouldnt mind XDDD

I dont care eh eh eh eh eh~

영생아ㅏㅏㅏㅏ!!!!!

2009-09-05T00:25:00.008+08:00

When I was in the signing room, I followed my friends to Hyung Jun's line cos I didn't know that we were allowed to choose. Then I noticed that there was no one at Young Saeng's line so I hopped over to his. It was not out of pity. But I felt that I should give him some support since he's close to Yesung lol. Plus I didn't have any favorite and I thought that he's the closest to my ideal kind.
But he didn't give me much eye contact. I mean he did look straight in my eyes a couple of times but it was only for like 0.001 seconds? Even when he was shaking my hand he was looking elsewhere. Is my face that retarded or something? HAAAAIIIIIHHHH
Well, at least he wrote my name and spelt it correctly! I just hope I didn't have bad breath when I was talking to him. But I think I did have bad breath cos I didn't drink much water the whole day HAAAAIIIIIHHHH

Nothing much to share. I think everyone else saw what I saw. Lazy to repeat the same thing. And to be honest, SS501's visit was a disappointment to me. IT ENDED TOO DAMN SOON!!! :(((

Or maybe I had too high of an expectation after all that happened during 2AM's visit.
So it's all me. I think I have some issues that I need to think over. I need to learn to lower down my expectations and be less greedy. Then I'll be happier and be more satisfied with what I get. HAAAAIIIIIHHHH

BUT IT'S SO DARN HARD TO CHANGE MY MINDSET!!! The greediness has somewhat became a habit and you know habits are hard to change! GAHHH told you I have some issues.
I NEED HELP PLS

I'm feeling so damn emo today. I need my weekly dosage of Wild Bunny to make me feel better. So ciao!

Current music: 안줄래 - 4minute

Hands itching scratch scratch

2009-08-30T18:43:00.006+08:00

Should I order All About DBSK Season 3 DVD?
I'm not sure if it's worth it since I'm not such a "big fan" anymore and I didn't quite enjoy Season 2. In fact I've only watched it once and ONLY ONCE so far.
But somehow I feel like getting it for collection sake lol.
Can someone give me a review of it please?

Shit wei hands starting to itch after getting my pay.
SOMEONE PLS STOP ME!!!

Current music: Stay - BIG BANG

Money! Come to me!!!

2009-08-28T20:08:00.003+08:00

Really want to order a bunch of CDs but I'm so out of budget :(
Only have RM1.10 left for this month :((

SOMEONE PLSSSS GET MY GD'S ALBUM AS MY EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!! XDD

Current music: 희망사항 (feat. 아이유) - Mighty Mouth

This is for you KELLY!!!!!

2009-08-23T22:59:00.004+08:00

Here's my homework that I was telling you about :)
There's nothing to anticipate really. But I decided to post it up anyways since it'll help to improve my typing in Korean XD Typing in Korean damn susah leh really!!! How do you do it? I seriously need a lot a lot a llloootttttt of practice.

Hope you won't get too disappointed after reading it Kell lol.

제가 제일 좋아하는 친구가 켈리입니다. 그 친구하고 8년 동안 우정이 있으니까 언니처럼 너무 친합니다.

켈리는 아주 친절하고 재미있는 사람입니다. 저는 켈리와 이야기하고 노는 것을 좋아합니다. 왜냐하면 우리는 취미하고 관심이 비슷하기 때문입나다.

보통 우리는 같이 쇼핑하거나 영화를 보는 것을 좋아합니다. 켈리하고 놀면 항상 기분이 좋습니다.

그런데 켈리는 공부하러 미국에 갔습니다. 지금은 인터넷으러 채팅만 할 수 있으니까 많이 보고 싶습니다. 켈리는 말레이시아 빨리 돌아오면 좋겠습니다 ^^

Current music: Bittersweet (비터스윗) (feat. M, 현아, 마부스, 레드락, 베이직) - Brave Brothers

2AM in Malaysia - Part 2

2009-08-21T00:22:00.007+08:00

Day 3 (16/08/09) - Departure Day

Met up with Jean and BB at the hotel at about 12 p.m. And we managed to take pictures with the cute Korean VJ :) Also known as Hanbyul a.k.a Sean a.k.a G-Dragon XDD

Jean, Sean and me
He asked us if we are from China and we were like "noooo we're Malaysian"
Wth. Chinese means from China isit?

Love his style and his bad boy like looks. Heeheeee
I mean like not many people can still look good with the shirt buttoned up like that.

Caught looking somewhere? ROFL

This picture damn funny. Really. And I look so damn idiotic. HAHAHA

A short while later, 2AM came down the hotel lobby all smartly dressed.

A Malay fan who got to take a picture with all 4 of them and we didn't T.T

SEE!!! That was the result of acting calm and pretending to ignore them. Should have just ran to them and urge for pictures!!!!!
And next time, MUST bring a pro cam!!!!

Jinwoon's so cute posing with the diet coke.
I seriously think he'll make a good spokesperson for coke. Lol

I SOOOO LOVE HIS SMILE!!!! *dies*

Seulong and Kwon seemed to be jealous of Jinwoon cos the girl didn't ask them for autographs. LOL

Sexy backs XD
From left: Jinwoon, Changmin, Seulong, Kwon

Jinwoon, Changmin, manager, Seulong

Changmin, Seulong, Kwon
While putting their luggages in the car

I TELL UUUUU KWON is like THE SWEETEST GUY EVER!!!!! He was the one who kept waving to us. And when we showed them our "사랑해" banner he asked all the other members to look and wave to us :)

After that, we followed them to KLCC cos they were having a fanmeeting with the 20 fans from Korea who won the Boom Boom drink contest. The fanmeeting was at a restaurant called The Apartment.

Outside The Apartment

The food there is really pricey to me but in the end we still decided to have our lunch there.

Candid of Blurry, me and Jean

My lunch which was shared with Juli, Jean and BB.
A slice of cake costs about RM13 and the drinks RM10.50 per glass.

The cakes were really good. This was especially my favorite :)

But it could be because I was super hungry XDD

After the fanmeeting ended, the boys went shopping around KLCC.
Seulong went on different ways from the rest with one of the coordi. I decided to follow him and pulled Jean along while my other friends followed Kwon, Changmin and Jinwoon. And THAT was when I missed the chance to snap a picture with Changmin and Jinwoon T.T

My friends with Changmin and Jinwoon
ARRGGHHHHH super jealous :(((

JINWOON'S SO DARN CUTE IN THIS PICTURE!!!
MAKNAE YOUR SMILE IS KILLING MEEEEE!!!!!

The boys were waiting for Seulong outside KLCC.

They were gonna take their bags and change their clothes cos they realised that their outfits are too noticeable lol

After changing, they continued walking around the mall and went on separate ways. Seulong was with the same coordi, Changmin was with Jinwoon and Kwon was walking with the rest of the staffs. No one seemed to know them except for a group of young girls. But I don't know whether those girls were looking cos they knew 2AM or they just thought "EHHH GOT LENG CHAI!"
So like we just followed them around the mall for about an hour. Jean and I was following Seulong but we managed to bumped into the other members a couple of times. Seulong and the coordi kept going into branded stores but they didn't buy anything in the end. Jinwoon and Changmin were just walking around with their iced coffees while Kwon was busy camwhoring. How typical of him right? LOL.

Along the way, we tried asking for pictures a couple of times but the manager said no. But when a few Malay girls went and approach them for pictures WITH A PRO CAM, the manager allowed them to. He even helped them to hold the camera and took the picture for them. DAMN FREAKING UNFAIR RIGHT?!!! I was damn effing pissed okay!!!!! Now I know. PRO CAM IS VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT!!!

I only managed to snap a picture with Kwon when the manager wasn't there.
That's why I said KWON IS SOOO SWEET!!!! :)))

Me and Kwon
Don't we look good together?? HAHA
WTF I know. LOL

Another picture with Kwon :)

I hate how my face looks so huge compared to his. Mine is like twice his size :(((
And he's a guy!!!! Aren't guys suppose to have bigger face??!! SIGHHHHH

But I still think we look good together XDDD
Budak ni kan, tak tau malu lol

And then we managed to get all 4 of their autographs :)))

From Kwon

Kwon: 이름?
Me: Yilian
*silence*
Me: Yi-li-an
Kwon: Spelling!

Me: OH! Hehe. Y-I-L-I-A-N

Damn embarrassing can!!!

From Seulong

Seulong: 이름?
Me: *smarter this time lol* Y-I-L-I-A-N
Seulong: *wrote Y-I-L-I-E-N and noticed that he misspelt my name after that*
Me: Er.....괜찮아.....요!
Seulong: 정말 괜찮아요?
Me: 응

And our hands touched again when he passed me back my pen *blushes*
XDDD

From Changmin

The paper was kinda crumpled so I was really embarrassed to let him sign on it but I had no other choice cos I had no other paper with me at that time.

Changmin: *stares at the paper not knowing what to do*
Changmin: *starts signing*

And suddenly,

Changmin: Don't throw it okay! *in English*
Me: *laughs*

From Jinwoon

I didn't manage to have any conversation with him cos the manager was rushing him but he was nice enough to continue signing for us even though the manager told him to stop. He even told the manager "바빠 바빠" that he was busy when the manager asked him to go quickly.
MAKNAE YOU ARE SO DAMN ADORABLE!!!!

From KLCC, they went back to the hotel, changed their vans and headed straight to the airport without having their dinner. Poor boys. Good thing Changmin bought a loaf of bread from KLCC.

At the departure hall

Stalker cam. Lol

We got to shake all of their hands except Changmin before they left.

Bye bye :(((

Seulong

Jinwoon
He was wearing the same red Converse shoes as me :)

Seulong, Kwon, Changmin

Coordis with Jinwoon

Coordi caught holding Jinwoon's hand
Gosh I'm like some paparazzi. Lol

Our group picture. Took it after they left.

Yup, it was only the 6 of us again during their departure.
From left: BB, Juli, Jean, Chloe, Blurry, me

After that, we bumped into the MTV staffs. PD-nim and Sean were there too. So we chatted with them for a while. We wanted to snap a picture with PD-nim but he refused to. He was really shy. Lol. So he asked us to take a picture with Sean instead.
The PD-nim then asked us whether any of us was the crazy driver cos Jean was speeding to the airport with my car at about 140km/hour. LOL. Jean admitted that it was her driving and the PD-nim was like "OMG! YOU ARE A CRAZY DRIVER!" and Sean said the same thing. It was damn funny. LOL. They are such nice people :) Then we asked Sean what does he think of Malaysia and he said that he really like it here and he'll come again. He also told us that he's preparing for a band so he's an upcoming star!!! And Jean told me today that he actually appeared in one of 2NE1's MV but I'm not sure which. Cool eh?? XD

Sean without his sunglasses and Juli
He looks so cheeky in this picture lol

Sean and Blurry

OMG! I'M DONE!!! Took me forever to upload those pictures~
But I hope you enjoyed them cos this is ONE experience that I will NEVER forget :)
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!!
I FINALLY GOT TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH A KOREAN ARTIST!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!! :)))

Current music: 소년이여 - G-Dragon

2AM in Malaysia - Part 1

2009-08-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

Day 1 (14/08/09) - Arrival Day

It wasn't easy for us to dig information about 2AM's flight. We seriously went into a lot of trouble to get those information and it was all very last minute.

At Delifrance making last minute fan signs

Chloe and Blurry

Jean, me and BB

BB posing with Changmin's fansign

Group picture without Juli who was holding the camera
Chloe and Blurry holding Jinwoon's fansign, Jean with Seulong's, me with Jokwon and BB with Changmin :)

Jean, Chloe, Blurry, Juli and me
Notice any similarities with our outfits? Heeheee

Jean, Chloe, Blurry, BB and me
Our theme was supposed to be yellow and purple but I didn't have any purple that match. So yeah. Lol

2AM walking out to the arrival hall
I think they didn't expect to have any fans waiting cos they looked surprised when they saw our fan signs. Then they started smiling happily and waved.

Only Changmin and Seulong's face are visible in this picture.
Oh PD-nim and the cameraman that I've mentioned are in the picture too. Lol

Changmin, Jinwoon and cameraman

Jokwon, Jinwoon and Changmin

After that, they went straight to Sunway Resort Hotel. It was about 12 a.m when they reached the hotel. We waited at the hotel lobby for a short while and thought of leaving at about 1 a.m when suddenly Kwon and Seulong appeared. They went to the shops nearby to eat. That was when Kwon's embarrassing incident happened. LOL. I still feel bad for laughing at him but I really couldn't hold it. He looked so embarrassed when he turned back to look at us. Even his coordi noona was laughing at him. LOL.
They went to the mamak at first but Kwon didn't seem to like the food there so he went to KFC with one of the coordi instead. Seulong bought something from the mamak to take away and went to KFC. We just waited outside for them though I was super hungry. MUST SAVE MONEY!!! Lol. After eating, Seulong went back to the hotel alone. Kwon was walking around the streets to take pictures with the other staffs. We followed Seulong back to the hotel cos it was easier to attack him when his alone XD Just kidding! Hehe. For some reason, I was more attracted to Seulong *^^* Gosh, his legs are so damn loooonnng I'm telling uuuu!!! We had to literally run when he was walking. Can you imagine that?!!! Craaazziieee long legs lol
When we finally caught up with him, my friends were asking me to pass him the coconuts that we bought. I was feeling so damn nervous okay!!! Cos I was really worried that he would reject the gifts. And I absolutely hate the feeling of rejection!!! But when he was about to go in the lift, knowing that time was almost running out, I quickly called out "슬옹 씨" worrying that I pronounced his name wrongly. But thank God he heard and turned back to look at me. I passed him the coconuts and said " 이거 받으세요" *blushes* not daring to look straight into his eyes. And he was like "감사합나다", took the coconuts, our fingers touched *blushes even more* and that was when I fell for him XDD LOL. WTH.
After that, I went to get my car and when I was out of the car park, Jokwon was just standing right in front of my car. That was when I noticed that he doesn't look before crossing the road. Lol. So I winded down the window, called his name, said "안녕" and left.

Day 2 (15/08/09) - Post Party Day

Day 2 was super unproductive. We waited the whole afternoon at the hotel lobby but only managed to see them walk in and out twice and that was only for about 30 seconds? We managed to see a lot of ang moh lang singer though. Too bad we don't know who's who. Sorry to say. Lol.

Jean was bored so she decided to take pictures with one of the ang moh lang singer whom she thinks is cute XD

She likes the guy on the left. Lol

When it was almost night time, we went to Jean's hotel room to clean up a bit, had dinner and went to MOS. We just stood outside since we didn't have invitations to go in for the post party. I didn't expect to go in either. I was just hoping that we could hear them sing from outside. I still don't understand why they wouldn't allow fans to go in. It just doesn't make any sense. Invitations were only given to VIPs, sponsors and those media people. I saw Kenny Sia there too and some familiar faces whom I assume are famous bloggers. So we just waited outside like so hais while everyone else were lining up to go in. But suddenly, a guy came to me and put 2 post party invitations right in front of my face asking if I wanted to go for the post party. OF COURSE, without hesitation, I just grabbed one of the invitations and BB grabbed the other. Lucky eh? I mean like of all people why did he approach us? Why why why?! Did we look that desperate to him? But I didn't even have the time to look at the guys face and thank him before he left :(
I really want to THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

BB and I went in just in time for their performance and managed to watch them perform all 5 songs :)

We were standing right in front of the stage without having to squeeze with anyone. So it was obvious that not many fans had invitations to go in for the post party. But sorry for the bad quality pictures. Cameras weren't allowed.

They sang so beautifully and I couldn't keep my eyes off Seulong *blushes*

After they ended their performance, we quickly ran out from MOS and waited outside the hotel for them but we only managed to see Changmin walking out. He didn't give us much response and just said hello in English.
We waited stupidly outside the hotel for them and that was when we missed out A LOT cos I read fan accounts that Kwon, Seulong and Jinwoon who stayed back in MOS went down to the dance floor to dance :((( They even did Nobody and Abracadabra dance :(((( while we were waiting like idiots! Sigh. Regrets regrets regrets. When Jean and I went back in to MOS at about 3 a.m, they were already leaving the club. We quickly ran back to the hotel and managed to catch them near the lift. But I saw Seulong did a heart sign to a Malay girl and my heart just crushed T.T

End of day 2 :)

Current music: Butterfly (feat. Jin Jung) - G-Dragon

보고싶다!

2009-08-17T18:16:00.006+08:00

임슬옹!!!!!

니가 미워!

하지만 사랑하는데...

2AM 보고싶다!

Sweet leader 조권 보고싶다!

Cool guy 창민 보고싶다!

Player 하지만 sexy 임슬옹 보고싶다!!!!! ㅋㅋㅋ

귀여운 막내 진운 보고싶다!

(GAAAAAHHHHHH my Korean still sucks. Big time)

*continuation in English

Jokwon ssi, you are really so sweet and you behave exactly like what I see on videos. Those actions and expressions. Super adorable.
I won't tell people about your embarrassing incident when you were walking to the shops during the first night. Don't worry. ㅋㅋㅋ When you turned around to look at us looking embarrassed, it was super adorable. And I love how you posed with the kid's ride and the dinosaur head in KLCC. Leader ssi, you are really one of a kind. And I love it! ^^

Changmin ssi, why were you always MIA? Why did you leave MOS early? Don't you like clubbing? You really left us questioning~
But anyways, I really enjoyed your singing. YOUR VOICE IS FAWESOME!!! And your English is (surprisingly) good. LOL
Oh and don't worry. I won't throw your autograph by the road side XD

Jinwoon ssi, you have such a nice smile! I love how your eyes squint everytime you smile. You look so much better in person than in pictures. In fact ALL of you look so much better in person than in pictures.
I love it when you continued to sign for us even though the manager was rushing you to go. You even told the manager "바빠 바빠" that you were busy. LOL. YOU ARE REALLY SO NICE TO US FANS!

Seulong ssi, I don't know why you are still my favorite member even though you misspelt my name and left me jealous when youuuu.... ahhhh nevermind.
AND DO YOU KNOW THAT IT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU I MISSED THE OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH CHANGMIN AND JINWOON?!!! ARRGGHHHHH
I blame it all on the coconut incident. It was all because of the that incident that I fell for you. URGH. Stupid "감사함니다"!!!!! >.<

Then there's Han Byul a.k.a Sean a.k.a G-Dragon. We miss you too!!! And PD-nim!!! You are so nice. Really!!! Not to forget the super shy camera man who wasn't shy at all when shooting us. LOL

이 3일 동안 정말 죄송해요!!!
Sorry IF we were being too bothersome or annoying in any ways. We REALLY tried our best to behave :((

We had so much fun and so we hope you guys did too (I bet you guys did in MOS *winks)

I may not be the luckiest fan but I'm happy with what I got during the past 3 days and these will be memories than I will always treasure and never ever ever ever ever ever forget ^^

And I hope that you guys will remember the 6 of us too who were the only fans there during your arrival and departure (though I doubt they will).

Pictures will be uploaded soon once I'm done collecting them from my friends :)

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A ONEDAY FAN!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

Current music: -

난 정말 바보야!

2009-08-06T01:42:00.003+08:00

Performance boyband 2PM (Jaebum, Junsu, Wooyoung, Nickhun, Taecyeon, Chansung, Junho) is having a fan meeting on August 15, 2009 at 6PM in Gwangun University’s Cultural Center Auditorium located in Seoul Nowon-gu.

At this 2-hour fan meeting in the form of a mini-concert, 2PM members will show group and individual performances and plan on spending time with the fans through those performances.

Around 2000 2PM fans are planning to attend this event.

JYP Entertainment worker stated, “It’s the first fan meeting 2PM is having in August” and also said, “On this day, 2PM will of course have a surprise guest (undecided) go up on stage and entertain the fans with different talents.”

CREDITS: DIPTongshin + qtkrngal515 @ 2oneday.com (trans)

:(((((((

That's the outcome for being such a pig head.

I'M FEELING SO CONSTIPATED!!! THERE'S SO MUCH SHIT IN MY BODY!!! I mean rectum. whatever. No wonder things are getting so SHITTY nowadays wth

Current music: Yes I'm In Love (feat. 2PM 택연) - 바다

Shit wei *continuation

2009-08-05T01:11:00.004+08:00

Shit wei #5: My aunt was asking me the other day. Between Yesung and Wooyoung, and I can ONLY choose one, who would be my pick? So guess who I chose? JANG WOOYOUNG!!!!!!! Though I was (kinda)hesitating. Maaannn feels like I'm betraying Yesung. I feel so bad for him :(((
WTH. Not that he cares right?

Shit wei #6: I'm so hooked to KARA's Mister!!! Especially after watching their performance on Inki. And why is this shitty? COS THEY ARE GIRLS!!! AND I DON'T LIKE GIRLS!!! At least I'm not suppose to. Shit wei. BUT I REALLY LOVE THE BOOTY SHAKIN' DANCE MOVES especially when Nicole does it cos MAANNN SHE'S FIERCE!!!

Don't believe me? Go check it out-

Geeezzzz I feel so lesbo. And u know what's worse? I'm actually listening to their songs now. for God knows how many times. THIS IS SOOOOO WRONG!!!!!

Current music: 미스터 - 카라

Shit wei.

2009-08-01T00:31:00.002+08:00

Shit wei #1: I can't seem to download the latest Windows Live Messenger. MY COMPUTER THAT ANCIENT MEHHH?!!! And I went to uninstall the older version thinking that that would work. Damn smart lah tu. Now got no Messenger to use :(

Shit wei #2: Aiyo what's with Sorry, Sorry Version D lah. I boh liu liao lah. Trying to save money here!!!!!

Shit wei #3: Why do I not feel anything when I read the rumors about DBSK splitting? This is serious shit wei. Maybe I'm just too tired to know how to react.

Shit wei #4: I'm so sleepy now zzzzzzz but I'm not done reading the news on Allkpop. Why got so many updates in a day? Must finish reading before sleeping!!!

Current music: 몰래몰래 - 카라

Emo-ing

2009-07-30T14:46:00.004+08:00

People say that I am all about looks. But when I show them the guys that I like, they'll be like "Haaaaarrr? Leng chai(good looking) meh?"

Contradicting isn't it?

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Sigh. I guess there's no hope of 2PM coming. But I'm still in a denial mode. Can't seem to accept the fact. Or should I say I'm too stubborn to accept the fact. My instinct really told me that 2PM would come!!!!! Oh why did my instinct play jokes on meeeeeee?!!! It's not even funny!!! T.T

HAAAAIIIHHHHHH getting hit by the same thing twice seriously sucks.

Current music: 겁쟁이 - SG 워너비

VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!!!!!

2009-07-25T12:23:00.003+08:00

Please help me vote for 2PM and bring them to Malaysia!!!!!!
No point voting for F.T Island cos they are TOOOOO far behind.
ANYONE! Just help me click '투표' for 2PM. They are #2 on the list. You don't have to register to vote. So pls pls pls help! Last day of voting is tomorrow. And if possible, vote every 10 minutes and I'll give u lots of kisses XDD

VOTE HERE!

Current music: -

T.T

2009-07-20T22:56:00.007+08:00

WORKING MAKES ME FAT AND I HATE IT!!!!!
From now onwards, no more snacking in between meals. No more Auntie Anne's pretzels, cinnamon rolls, Frappucino Javachips, ice creams, sushis, cookies and free samples when I'm at work! YES I CAN DO IT!!! FIGHTING!!!!!

Leeteuk: Last time, we held concerts at 10 locations, this time we planned on going to 15 locations. We're holding the concert at many countries like Japan, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Malaysia, etc.

Credit: sj-world.net

Jungsu ssi, PLEASE don't give us Malaysian ELFs hope and break out hearts later. PLEASE LET IT BE TRUE!!! I want to witness the FAWESOME SuShow 2 stage with MY VERY OWN EYES. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I dare not put my hopes to high cos I'm afraid of major disappointment just like what happened to 2PM :(
I was so damn freaking emo for a few days straight when I found that 2PM ain't coming k :(((
I was realllyyyyy anticipating to see them even though I wasn't a fan from the start. Imagine how those HOTTESTs who were a fan since the '10점 만점에 10점' days would feel. Sigh. See I'm feeling emo again just thinking about it. I realllyyyyy wanna see Wooyoungie and Jay <3333333

I still don't understand why some ppl would misunderstand and think that the MTV World Stage is the MTV Asia Awards. This was what my friend told me, "They said the organiser changed the name to MTV World Stage or something" LIKE HELLOOOOO!? The MTV World Stage is a rock concert. It's not even an award show. So how can it be the same event?
And most importantly, I REALLLYYYYY don't understand why JYP posted that message in Twitter if the MTV Asia Awards doesn't exist in the first place. *scratches head*
Could there be MAA in Malaysia after the MTV World Stage later this year? Is that possible?
But then again, I don't want to put my hopes too high. Once is enough. I've learned my lesson. The next time I'll wait till the OFFICIAL news is released before I start throwing confetti.

Okay. Enough of my rantings. BB!

Current music: 못난이 - F.T Island

A picture of me and FT! ^_^

2009-07-18T02:19:00.003+08:00

Spot me! Spot me!

LOL

Current music: 결혼해줘 - F.T Island

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2009-07-10T02:37:00.003+08:00

So what have I been up to lately?

TRYING REALLY HARD TO EARN MORE MONEY!!!!!
Have been working at my dad's office but that doesn't earn me much. Only RM5 hourly and I can't even stand being in the office for more than 4 hours. ~~So yeah! Lol.~~
So I'm looking for other part time jobs. Had been promoting organic beef at a supermarket in Bangsar Village last weekend and will be doing the same this weekend.
And guess who I saw while working there (other than a lot of ang mos yg tak hensem)? MARINA MAHATHIR!!! That's our Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad's daughter for those who don't know. I didn't know it was her at first too (paiseh) until Lyn's uncle told me. I even offered her a free sample! Lol. Btw, she's really really nice and humble :)
Oh and we saw JJ too! At least according to Lyn that's JJ. I really can't tell. Haha. And Lyn told me that her uncle saw Siti Nurhaliza there about 2 weeks ago. So basically that supermarket there (which only sells imported goods) is a place where the rich and famous do their daily grocery shopping unlike us or me at least who can only afford places like Giant and Carrefour. Sigh. But it's a great place to meet some rich tai zhi ye, no? Haha. Not that I'm interested lah.

Now for the reason why I need money SOOOO BADLY. Mainly because I'm saving for future concerts overseas and the Korea trip which I've planned ages ago. But the problem is I'm spending more than what I'm getting every month and so I have to use my hard-earned savings money. Which is not even a lot! In fact, it's sooooo little that I'm tooooo embarrassed to mention.
I know. Sad but true :(((
This month for instance I have already spent RM450 on my Korean classes and TOPIK exam, RM130 on facial and RM270 on dll when my monthly allowance is only RM300. So you do the math lah.

HAAAAAIIIIIHHHHHHHHHH
Ngo zhan hai hou cham ahhhhh~

On a happier note,
HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAR HEENIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go get a girlfriend! I think it's time too. I'll try not to be jealous. I promise :( LOL

And I gotta sleep now zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Oh but before that, 2NE1'S MINI ALBUM IS THE BOMB!!!!!
My current favorite Korean girl group by faaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr

Okay. Good night ^_^

Current music: In The Club - 2NE1

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 3

2009-07-02T11:41:00.006+08:00

*continuation

After the boys checked in, the driver took us to T1, we bid farewell to our Singaporean friends, teared a little cos of Kelly Hong started crying and checked in as well. At that time, we still had 1 hour and 15 minutes before our flight. So we ran as fast as we could to T2 which is connected to T1, hoping to find the boys shopping somewhere inside T2 within an hour. Running there already took us 5 minutes. Yeah it's THAT far. But guess what? WE DID MANAGE TO FIND THEM!!! Actually we only found Honggi, Jonghun and Minhwan. Don't know where Jinnie and Seunghyun were. But it was better than nothing. No. IT'S A GAZILLION TIMES BETTER THAN NOTHING. HAHA. Plus Honggi and Jonghun have always been my 2 favorite members and then it's Seunghyun after them!! XD

Before we found the boys, we went separate ways to look for them. Lilo managed to find them first and messaged us immediately. So me and Chloe quickly rushed there and saw the boys coming out from the toilet. I quickly turned my back at them when I saw them. No idea why I reacted that way. I guess I'm too shy especially when there are 3 super good looking guys in front of me. Lol. After that, we went shopping with them, LIKE LITERALLY! FOR ONE WHOLE HOUR!!! I remember telling Chloe that I would be satisfied to see them just for 10 minutes but it was A WHOLE HOUR dammit! HAPPY LIKE EFF LAH. Lol.

Actually it was more like window shopping for us cos Honggi kept going in all the branded stores. We just watched them from outside. There were very little fans there. Only me, Chloe, Lilo and another group of 5-6 Malaysian fans. Honggi was the one doing most of the shopping while Jonghun and Minhwan just tagged along. I remember that Honggi bought something from Gucci and a whole lot of other stuffs. His hands were like full with shopping bags at the end of the day. Ishhh rich kid. Jonghun was always walking behind and he kept turning to look at us and smiled to himself after that. LOL. And he was checking himself out in the mirror and fixing his hair when they were in Gucci. Minhwan did the same too. Jonghun is seriously damn super good looking lohhh. HIS SIDE PROFILE TOTALLY KILLED ME. He was wearing a white jacket, knee length shorts (wear shorts still can look so nice kanasai), shades and white shoes. Oh oh and he has very smooth legs. LOL. I don't know why but I feel that Jonghun was giving us chances to approach him loh. He was walking so behind from Honggi, Minhwan and the manager. Like when the others already proceeded to the next store, he was still staying in the previous store all alone until the manager had to shout at him to hurry up. Sigh. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I don't have the guts to approach him anyways. I would probably faint before I try. Lol.

I didn't pay much attention to Minhwan. We wanted to ask for autographs very badly but we dare not cos we don't know what the manager would do. But then we still decided to try or else we would regret like hell after that. We asked Minhwan since he was the easiest to approach. Chloe tapped his shoulder and asked him to sign but he just replied "sorry". Super disappointed loh! But at least we tried. As usual, Minhwan likes acting aegyo. When they were in a toy store, Minhwan was like shaking his shoulders and stamping on his feet. I guess he wanted the Transformers toy robot cos he kept looking at it. *hint for Minhwan's fans out there*

Honggi looked at us quite a number of times too. He was wearing a white sleeveless top and a very ugly looking pants. Lol. Actually their outfits are the same as the ones that they wore for the photoshoot near Manna. At first I thought Honggi looked kind of stuck up and intimidating but he's actually very very veryyyyy nice once we started talking to him. He kept smiling at us after that. We told him in Korean that we are from Malaysia and he was like "ohhhhh". Actually Chloe was the one who did most of the talking cos my voice just couldn't come out. Lol. Too nervous lah. And she also told him that the showcase was great and he replied "aigooooo" SO DARN CUTE CAN!!! They are all younger than I am but I was acting like the dongsaeng in front of them. *blushes*

The other group of Malaysian fans left before us and when they were saying annyeong to Honggi, Honggi looked at us, nodded and smiled at us too. And I was just like stoned there. Actually I was stoning most of the time. Sure look damn stupid. HAHA. About 20 minutes before our flight we said annyeong to each and everyone of them. But we were still feeling very heavy-hearted to leave and stayed for a little longer. 10 minutes before our flight we knew we really had to go and so we said annyeong to them again. Minhwan said annyeong twice and waved. Honggi was squatting down, looking at shoes at that time. So when we called his name and said annyeong, he turned back, smiled, said ANNYEONG and waved to us with a shoe in his hand. LOL. LIKE HOW CAN WE NOT LOVE HIM TO BITS?
We said annyeong to Jonghun too but I was too focused on Honggi that I forgot to look at Jonghun. Haha. SORRY JONGSHIN!

After that, we ran back to T1. Damn unglam lah but not that we had any choice. We were so close to missing our flight cos when we reached the gate, the staff told us that the plane already took off. But she lied cos another staff came and told us that we are allowed to go on the plane. We were the last ones to board (obviously) and ppl kept giving us weird stares but it didn't bother me at all XD

So yeah. That's about it. It was probably my best star chasing experience so far. When I woke up the next day, I thought it was all a dream. But IT'S NOT! IT DID IN FACT HAPPEN!!! My only regrets are probably not being able to get their autographs or snap a picture with them (even though I know it's impossible) and I didn't get to hear Jonghun's voice :(
Oh and I should have talked to them more. If only I wasn't so nervous.
Why do I get all weak and wobbly when a good looking guy is in front of me? WHY AM I SO USELESS LAHHHHHH?!!! AISHHH :(((

End of story (LIKE FINALLY!!!).
And excuse me for all the perasan-ness XD

Current music: 꿈꾸는 히어로 - Super Junior K.R.Y

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 3

2009-07-01T13:49:00.012+08:00

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY TEUKIE OPPA!

^.^

Picture credit: camel @ parkjungsu.com

Day 3
There were 8 of us that day cos Lilo, a Malaysian friend came to join us the night before.
The showcase was supposed to be from 3 - 4 p.m. (will elaborate more about the showcase later) The queue numbers were given at 11 a.m (yea they have this queue number system which I think is a very good idea cos no one can cut your queue when you have to leave for the toilet for instance and you can only queue for yourself which means there was no such thing as one person queuing for 10 ppl if u get what I mean) but we didn't bother going early to queue up cos we had planned to stand right behind so that it would be easier for us to rush out of the venue and get into our driver's car just in case FT leaves immediately after the showcase.

So we took our time to get ready, had our brunch and reached Dragonfly (the venue) at about 11 a.m. There were already a lot of ppl queuing up there and most of them were in yellow but noone in my group was wearing yellow cos we didn't want to look so much like fans. Lol. And so I didn't get to wear my one and only yellow shirt that I brought.

Am I blabbing too much? Lol.

Anyways, none of us knew how the venue would look like. Not even my Singaporean friends cos they had never been there. But we knew it's a clubbing place. We were hanging around and saw Honggi standing at the balcony watching the fans. No one noticed it was him at first until some fans started screaming and he walked back into building. I don't remember what time the queue started moving but I know it was late. We didn't manage to be the last in queue cos ppl kept appearing behind us out of nowhere. Probably having the same plan as us. Heh. The queue was moving veeerrrryyyyy slowly. And when we finally got in, we were super disappointed cos the venue totally sucked. It was not like what we expected. The dance floor was freaking small. It couldn't fit everyone and so the rest of us had to stand on chairs and sofas and around the bartender area. Some ppl even got so frustrated that they left the venue in the middle of FT's performance cos they couldn't see a thing. The place I stood was blocked by the bar and a huge ass pole and Seunghyun was standing right behind the pole :( T
The sound system sucked too and this is coming from a person who is not too fussy with sound systems. But don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining about FT's performance. They did an awesome job (minus the poor sound system that is). They were very lively and Honggi's vocal is really CHOEGOYEYO!!! (Though there was a sudden change of key in the middle of one particular song. That was a bit odd)
Well, at least I got my dream of watching them live fulfilled! So the S$100 is still worth it!
Hopefully there will be more chances of watching them live in the future. After I save more money that is. I'm dead broke now. BUT I REALLY WISH I CAN GO FOR THEIR JUMP UP PROMO IN THAILAND THIS SUNDAY!!!!! OH MAAANNNN

My ticket

The only proof that I had been to the showcase.

Shit I just got bitten by a mosquito. EFF YOUUUU!

The minute the show ended, we ran to our car but FT didn't leave immediately. Joey said that it was probably cos they were busy choosing their gifts from fans.
FT went back to their hotel after that to clean up and then headed to Manna again for dinner. We were already at Manna before them and I managed to gobble down my food before they arrived. Actually I had plenty of time before they arrived so I was stealing other ppl's food and making sure that I had no food on my face or stuck in between my teeth. Haha. We were sitting near the entrance so when they came in we got to see them very clearly. Honggi turned to look at us and he was shocked to see so many tables of fans that were already waiting there. He was like"Wooaaah!" And and I got a 2-second eye contact with Seunghyun! BWAHAHA. At least I feel that he was looking at me. Lol.
The food was already prepared for them and so they were eating really quickly. We settled the bill and waited in the car. They headed for the airport after that but they took the longer route cos they still had plenty of time to spare before checking in. Our car was following right behind their's the whole time until when they stopped their car at the airport in T2. We quickly got down from the car thinking that they would too. But they sorta tricked us cos their driver went around the airport again. So we just stayed in T2 like the hundreds of fans that were already waiting there. It was only a short while when FT came down from their car and started walking into the airport. It was super chaotic loh! Minhwan was standing in front then it was Jaejin or Seunghyun. Don't remember. And the last 2 were Jonghun and Honggi. Fans were pushing like crazy. I was lucky to be standing right beside Jonghun the whole time and so when the fans were pushing they were just pushing me towards him. HAHA. BUT I'M NOT A PEDO NOONA OKAY. I DID NOT MOLEST HIM OR TRY TO TOUCH HIM even though he was so soooo close! It's just that my arm and shoulder kept brushing on his shirt cos ppl were pushing really hard. Honggi almost fell a couple of times (that shows how ganas fans can be) and I saw a music note sticker on the back of his neck. Some dumb fan probably put it there.

Are you getting bored? The best part has yet to come! XD

Current music: Tea for Two - 東方神起

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 2

2009-06-30T19:10:00.010+08:00

Day 2
Only manage to catch 3 hours of sleep. Woke up at 7 a.m and saw the news about MJ's death on tv and couldn't get back to sleep after that.
FT was supposed to have a fanmeeting at 10.30 a.m at Ritz Carlton but I did not go cos it was super hard to get tickets and they were pretty pricey too. It was only limited to 50 fans and one ticket cost S$50 and and that was just for a 20-minute fanmeeting. 3 of my Singaporean friends went and so they left the house earlier. The 4 of us who weren't going got ready and took our breakfast in a food court nearby. Then we took a cab to Ritz Carlton and met the same driver who fetched us and followed after FT's car the night before. We had to "book" the driver cos normal cab drivers are unwilling to chase after cars and craze with us XD

Booking the driver costs S$45 per hour and that's about RM110 per hour. CRAZY EXPENSIVE and we even booked the driver for 11 hours that day. Good thing we were splitting the fees among 7 ppl (and I saved a whole lot on hotel) so it wasn't THAT bad. I remember paying about S$68 at the end of the day.
The fanmeeting started late so it ended about 11.30 a.m. Then the 3 of them who went for the fanmeeting (Kelly Hong, Kelly Bin and Hui Qian. Or is it Qian Hui? Crap cannot remember) came to find us in the car and told us all about the fanmeeting. KELLY HONG GOT TO HUG HONGGI AND KELLY BIN GOT TO HUG JONGHUN! JEALOUS.

We waited for a while for FT to leave the hotel and they headed for Manna Korean Restaurant to have their lunch. We had our lunch there too. But I personally think that it's really expensive cos the price is double of that in Malaysia. Maybe even more. There were about 9 maxi cabs chasing after their car the whole day. Joey (the girl who allowed us to stay in her apartment) explained that Singaporeans are very kiasu and so they'll chase after artist's car even though they are not fans. Lol. And I remember seeing one fan holding a banner with Jongshin's name spelled wrongly. It read "종혼". Damn paiseh loh! Imagine if Jongshin saw it. She could have at least checked his name online beforehand right?

After Manna, FT toured around the city (in the car) and then proceeded to the Singapore Flyer. Later they went to Sentosa Island but only for a short while cos Honggi seems like he was in a bad mood. He didn't even took the ride in Sentosa when the rest of the members did. I believe it was some of the fans' HORRIBLE behaviour that was causing his bad mood. They wouldn't stop snapping pictures and recording fancams when they were chasing after FT's car. And one fan actually went to the extent of winding down her car window and leaning out of the car to take pictures. DAMN OVER!!!

Honggi was actually looking fine earlier that day. Like when our car was right beside theirs, I saw him playing happily with Seunghyun and then he leaned on Seunghyun's lap, peeping at us out of the car window SO DAMN CUTELY. We also got a SUPER SMEXY wink from Jongshin. And I noticed Jongshin smiled to himself a lot. Lol. Minhwan pointed at his Evian water bottle and did the drinking action sorta like asking us to drink more water. SO DAMN CUTE! And Seunghyun gave us his killer smile :) I didn't see much of Jaejinnie.
I LOVE SEUNGHYUN EVEN MORE NOW. HE'S SO DAMN SUPER GOOD LOOKING IN PERSON!!! He was wearing slippers and folded his pants up but he still manage to look so darn good! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE 17?!!! AISHHHHH

And then in Sentosa, only me and Kelly Hong were standing there while FT walked past. And I thought I saw Jonghun looking straight to my face and then all the way down to my feet and up to my face again. WAHHH DAMN SYOK THE FEELING! XD
But then Kelly Hong is probably thinking the same thing too. Lol. And when I told Mei about the incident, she said that Jonghun was probably looking at me that way cos he thinks that my head is too big for my body =.= DAMN POTONG RIGHT? ISHHHHH Mei ni kan~

Ya loh. Nothing much happened after that ever since Honggi was in a bad mood. After Sentosa, they went to another Korean restaurant to have dinner. It was Hangukgwan if I'm not wrong. Later went back to their hotel and I saw Jonghun taking a very quick glance at us again when he was walking to the hotel. HEHE. Syok sendiri again XD
We waited at the hotel but we saw no sign of the boys and so at about 9 p.m we decided to head back to Joey's apartment.

All in all, I'm really glad that I joined the right group cos we are more of the calm ones unlike some of the other fans. Oh and on the first day, Kelly Hong told me that I LOOK A BIT LIKE ANGELA ZHANG! *happy-nya* OKAY! LAUGH ALL YOU WANT LAH. I'm still accepting the compliment ~~even though I know that it's not true XD~~ I also learned that Singaporeans litter too cos I had witnessed it myself. So yeah. That wraps up day 2. Another super long thesis but I'm still not done. Day 3 tomorrow! Am saving the best for last :)

Current music: Emotion - BIG BANG

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 1

2009-06-29T14:48:00.007+08:00

I'm feeling kinda lazy to blog about the Singapore trip. So I'll try to keep it short okay?
Oh and I didn't take a single picture. So don't bother asking for any. I'm satisfied with witnessing everything with my very own eyes :)

We(Chloe and me) went there super unprepared. All we bought were just the air tickets and showcase tickets, about 2 weeks before the trip. We didn't book any hotel room cos it would be way above our budget. But I've still spent above my budget anyways. I mean how not to exceed when my budget is only RM500(excluding the air ticket)? Yeah I was pretty stupid to think that going to Singapore would be much cheaper than going to Bangkok cos of the difference in air fare. *knock on the head
We already thought of sleeping on the street if we really had no choice but I didn't tell my parents about it of course cos THEY WOULD KILL ME FOR SURE IF THEY KNEW!!!
Another thing is that we were really lucky to estimate FT's flight correctly cos we were really hoping to bump into them in the terminal where there would be much lesser fans even though we couldn't wait till their flight information was announced cos the Airasia economy promo would be over and the air ticket would be more expensive. Haha. Kiam siap ppl.
And I'm really reeeaaalllllyyyyy glad and grateful to meet a bunch of super nice ppl. I will never ever ever forget how much they have helped us and hopefully someday I'll be able to repay them when they come to Malaysia.
I'll tell the rest of my story in day 1, 2 and 3. And I think it's gonna get lengthy! Try to keep it short konon XD

Day 1
We landed in Singapore at about 6.30 p.m in Terminal 1. FT was supposed to land at 9.20p.m in Terminal 2. So we spent our time going around asking the airport staffs whether there was any way for us to check out in Terminal 2 (so that we can check out together with FT) but ALL of them told us NO. And one particular staff told us that the lost luggage area closes at 9.00 p.m and if we don't collect our luggage soon we can only collect it the next day. It was almost 9 at that time. So we had no choice but to check out immediately. Feeling super disappointed that things aren't going smoothly.
After checking out we went to the lost luggage area and I asked what time do they close and they told us 11 p.m. I was even more disappointed hearing that cos the other staff actually lied to us. We could have waited for FT at Terminal 2 and check out at Terminal 1 after that!!!
But it was too late so we just went to the Terminal 2's arrival hall to wait like all the other fans. There were a lot and I mean A LOOOTTTTT of fans. You can practically see fans EVERYWHERE at the arrival hall. While waiting me and Chloe were figuring out how are we gonna take a cab to follow FT's car cos we had no idea which hotel they were gonna stay in. But it was impossible cos unlike Malaysia, you have to line up for a cab and so you can't just simply take a cab along the road. By the time we line up for a cab, it would be too late to catch up after their car. We've thought of booking a limo but it was too expensive. We were really at dead end and I was so soooo close to giving up. But all of a sudden I saw a very familiar face among the crowd of fangirls. I didn't know her but I told Chloe that I've seen her in Bangkok before during the SM Town's concert. I guess I have a good memory with faces. Haha. She and her friends were like putting their stuff in a maxi cab. It was obvious that they were gonna follow after FT's car. So we decided to ask them if we can follow their cab. I was really afraid of rejection so it really took me a lot of guts to ask her. I mean I totally would understand if she said no cos I'm a stranger after all but we thought maybe we should try our luck since we had no other choice.
She sorta rejected us at first but she was nice enough to give us FT's schedule, the hotel their staying in and her contact number. Then when I told her that I've seen her in Bangkok before, she kinda trusted us more and asked us questions like where are we from and where are we gonna be staying. Stuff like that. And when we told her that we have no where to stay, she was really shocked and told us how "brave" we were to come unprepared. And I was thinking, "U mean FOOLISH?" Lol. After that, she decided to let us follow her cab and EVEN OFFERED US TO SLEEP AT HER PLACE with 4 of her friends. So there were a total of 7 of us crashing her apartment. Lol. And THAT IS WHY I'M FEELING SO GRATEFUL. I WAS EVEN HAPPIER THAN WHEN SEEING FT. Seriously! Like how many of you would actually let a stranger sleep at ur place? Not many I'm sure. Maybe even none. So yeah. Not much of FT that day. I didn't want to squeeze with the fans at the airport so I just watched from afar. After that, we followed their car to Ritz Carlton and ended our day.

Day 2 to be continued tomorrow XD

Current music: 여자친구 (Girlfriend) - 소녀시대

I'm back!

2009-06-28T16:36:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Singapore!
And I'm the happiest fangirl alive.

:)))))

And and I did not catch the H1N1 virus.~~I think XD~~

(Kinda) Busy weekend.

2009-06-23T17:20:00.006+08:00

(Just to show that I do not stay at home 24/7 facing the computer screen all day. Yeah, I'm not THAT lifeless)

Saturday
Went to Mid Valley with my Korean teacher and classmates to watch Dance, Subaru!
My classmates suggested to watch the movie about 2 weeks ago and I decided to tag along (even though I wasn't really interested in watching the movie) cos my aunt said that I should be going out with my seonsaengnim more often to "improve our relationship" so that it would be "easier" if we are to visit Korea someday. Wicked. Lol. But I didn't really manage to talk to her cos it was kinda a big group and she was closer to the other students. And she only noticed me after 15 minutes I was there. So yeah. Mission failed. Haha

About the movie, it was much better than expected. I was worried I would doze off during the movie cos I'm not someone who appreciates ballet or contemporary dance or any kind of slow dance. I prefer stuff like hip hop and street dance. Dance like this. Me love :)

Okay. Back to the movie. My friend told me that it's actually based on a comic. The storyline is kinda predictable but I managed to stay awake throughout the movie. Actually I wasn't even close to falling asleep. Haha. IT'S REALLY NOT BAD!

MEISA KUROKI(SUBARU)IS SO DAMN FINEEEEE!!! She has the looks and the body. Sigh jealous jealous.
And KAZUMA!!! Why did he have to die so early in the movie?!!! HE'S THE CUTEST LITTLE BOY I'VE EVER SEEN!!! He's soooo cute that he brings out the pedophile in me!!! Lol wtf
But the highlight for Cassies is probably the 20(?) seconds appearance of DBSK singing and dancing to The Way U Are on stage during a scene in a club. Which reminds me of the SS501 appearance in BOF. The scene isn't really necessary but I guess it was to attract Cassies to watch the movie. As for me, I had no idea that they would be appearing in the movie. I thought that my classmates (who are Cassies) wanted to watch it cos DBSK sang the OST for the movie. So during the club scene, when the camera zoomed into their faces and I saw Jaejoong first, I just started laughing. No idea why I reacted that way. I guess I was just shocked but in a happy kind of way. Lol.
There were also appearances by Go Ara and CSJH's Stephanie and they played BoA's Eat You Up a couple of times. Yeah SME kinda dominate the movie.

After the movie, we went to the food court for dinner cos my friends wanted something cheap. And then we saw Korean Cuisine!!! I had no idea they had Korean cuisine in the food court itself. That shows it has been ageeeessss since I last went to MV. The price is really reasonable. Probably the cheapest in town. And the food tastes not bad too. Only RM9.90 (before adding 5% tax) for kimchi jjigae and RM13 for bibimbap. And I had bibimbap again. Hehe

Sunday
Slept at 2AM and woke up at 5 a.m to go to the morning market with my dad, uncle and aunt, whether u believe or not. I couldn't believe it myself. Haha. We were there to shop for stuff to make yong tau fu! It was specially for father's day and ~~Suju's forever magnae Wookie's birthday!~~ (Okay. I lied. I totally forgot about Wookie's birthday :( 오빠, 미안해!)

And so the whole day I helped to prepare the dish (my first time *proud*), ate, nap a while, woke up, ate, showered and ate again. Ahhhhh what a good day!

Bahhh I'm blabbing too much. No one bothers to read my post anyways. Maybe I am lifeless after all.

Sigh. Having another one of those emo period again. Idkwhy.
I really hate it when this happens *strangles self*

Current music: 소원을 말해봐 (Genie) - 소녀시대

Sakit hatiku.

2009-06-19T00:47:00.013+08:00

My poor CDs were left under the hot hot sun for God-knows-how-many-damn-hours!!!
Arrgghhhhh
Damn sakit hati okay!
If my aunt didn't see the package and brought it in the house for me at about 5pm (imagine the amount of heat those CDs had to suffer all afternoon *inserts heart crushing sound*), it'll still be out there... all alone... waiting for me rescue it. My poor babies :(((

I mean HOW COULD THE BLOODY POSTMAN JUST LEAVE MY PACKAGE NEXT TO THE GATE?!!! Aren't they suppose to make sure that we sign on some paper to acknowledge that we received the package or something like that? Plus it was not like there was no one at home. He could have make an effort to honk or call us. Just because my house got no door bell cannot use his voice to call out, "HEELLLOOOOO!!!" isit?

Edit: If he did call but no one responded then I'm sorry Mr. Postman!
But then again he should make sure that someone actually received the package!!! So I'm taking back my apology!

Like what if my package got stolen when it was out there? Who's gonna be responsible for that huh? It's 160 ringgit worth of CDs okay! Who's gonna pay for my losses? Imagine if it was stolen, I would have no idea that it was once at the gate of my house and I would still continue waiting for the package like a stupid fool!

Good thing that the CDs are still working fine or else I would be cursing the postman all day!!!!! And the next day and the day after that and the day after after that and the day after after after that and the day after after after after that and the day after after after after after that!!! Okay this is getting tiring.

The CDs

Sorry I just had to XD

Super Junior Vol. 3 - Sorry, Sorry (Version C)

My hubby on the right XD

2PM 2nd Single Album
I didn't know what else to order to reach the minimum for free delivery so I got this.
Btw, what's their official color? Or do they even have one?
Sorry I'm a noobie. Ehe.

SHINee 2nd Mini Album - Romeo

My toy boy. LOL

Okay. That's it.

I think I'm loosing my good mood already. Everything seems to be against me. SJ-Market doesn't load properly for me. Even my mouse hates me. When I click once, it double clicks. U HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUCKING ANNOYING THAT IS!!!!! Wait till u try it!

Wuwuwuuuuuuuu~

See how happy I was just a few days ago.

I even posed on a motorcycle!
(Even though that's not exactly posing. LOL)

Dan ini muka miang aku XD

Current music: 잘가요 내사랑 - 8eight

:(((

2009-06-15T17:18:00.013+08:00

Awwww man poor Yesung! :(((

I read this news on SJ-World yesterday but I really had no idea that so many ELFs would feel so offended and react that way.
I just LOL-ed about it cos u know how blunt Yesung can be at times (and that's one of the reason why I love him so much). I didn't take it too personally or feel offended in any way cos I don't think I'm fat though I've gained a few pounds recently. Teehee.
I really hope that what he said was scripted. If it's not then PLS FORGIVE HIM!!! (I know, who the hell am I to say that right?!) But come on lah, who doesn't make a mistake once in a while? I sure everyone has one of those moments where they said something they are not supposed to say and regret it later right? Personally, I have experienced those moments many times. I didn't mean to say it and hurt ppl's feelings but I just blabbed it out by accident cos I wasn't really thinking and I felt sooo bad that I couldn't sleep the whole night after that! Okay I was just exaggerating bout the 'couldn't sleep the whole night' part but I did regret what I said and feel so darn bad about it.
So ELFs pls don't take it too personally okay? I'm sure Yesung didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings ESPECIALLY US, ELFs. And remember 'To err is human, to forgive divine' :)

(HAHA. I can't believe I just said that. I feel so literate. LOL)

Okay. Back to serious tone. *coughcough*
In my opinion, I think it's best for Yesung to apologise or give an explanation about this matter to calm fans and netizens down (even though he's not fully at fault). If not then I really hope that ppl will forget bout it over time and love him again :)

I STILL LOVE U YESUNG BABYYYYY ♥♥♥

Oh but there's something that I do disagree with what Yesung said. I think skinny ppl can be lazy too. Any idea who I'm talking about? XDD

Current music: Hot Issue - 4minute

It's nice to dream ^_^

2009-06-15T01:59:00.006+08:00

I had a really really fantabulous dream yesterday :))) Probably the best dream by far. I remember waking up smiling to myself. Teehee. It's kinda embarrassing to tell but I'll tell anyways XD

I don't know how it happened but Yesung and Micky were at my house. But I only had my attention on Yesung (Obviously. BWAHAH. Even when I'm subconscious, I know my heart is only for Yesung XD) He was sitting on the sofa and the first thing I did when I saw him was took out all my CDs and DVDs for him to sign and I requested for him to write personal messages on them which was soooo stupid cos I should have raped him. BWAHAHAHA.
So while he was signing, I picked up one of the signed CDs and saw him wrote '넌 너무 예뻐 ^^'
LMFAO. Damn syok sendiri or what?
And I remember myself reading the message aloud and replying Yesung with '감사합니다!'

HAHA. It was a fun dream but if it happens in real life I wouldn't be that stupid. The first thing I would do is TO RIP OFF ALL HIS CLOTHES!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHA.
Just kidding lah. Do I look that pervy to u? But then again looks can be deceiving, no? LOL

Okay. Enough of my nonsense. Gotta sleep now. Pimples are starting to pop out again just when someone complimented my skin yesterday :(
SO THE NEXT TIME ANYONE COMPLIMENT ON MY SKIN, I'M SO GONNA KILL THAT FELLA!!!!!

And I feel that I'm getting fatter and fatter but my pants are getting looser. Like does that even make sense?!!!
Whatever lah. Good night!
I WANT A BETTER DREAM TONIGHT PLSSSS!!!!! ^^

Current music: Same Heart - KARA

Hope all goes well.

2009-06-12T20:23:00.003+08:00

I booked the air ticket already! Don't want to think so much now. Just hope our estimates are right! *prays real hard
If we're wrong then too bad lah! Aishhhh

I've loaded Honggi's MNET Scandal but I don't have the guts to watch it. COS I'M A VERY JEALOUS FANGIRL!!!!! PUAHAHAHA

I actually have something to rant about but my 3 hours time is up :(
So bye!

Current music: -

Save Energy, Save Earth!

2009-06-09T21:59:00.011+08:00

Ohhh man!!! My aunt is limiting my computer time to only 3 hours a day cos apparently she read somewhere that computer is one of the most energy consuming products at home. I'M GONNA KILL WHOEVER WHO POSTED THAT ARTICLE!!! BUAHAHAHAHA.
How the hell am I going to adapt when I'm used to playing 5-6 hours a day?!!!

But then after watching this video I was reminded again.
LET'S ALL SAVE ENERGY, SAVE EARTH!!!
Say it with me SAVE ENERGY, SAVE EARTH!!!!!
YAAYYY!!!

LOL. This post is so random XD
Bottomline is I AM GONNA CONSERVE ENERGY!!! Cos I don't want the world to end by 2012 cos if it does I won't be able to marry Yesung cos 3 years is too short of a time for me to know him and make him love me XD
I will be able to survive with ONLY 3 hours of computer a day. I think. Heh

I had this today!!!!!

Maybe that explains the hyperness XD
I haven't been drinking it for like FOREVER!!! It says "Improved Taste" but it doesn't taste as good as the last time I drank it. Tsk tsk
Do u know that after I drink this like 9 out of 10 times I will need to go to the jamban cos I'm lactose intolerant? I just found that out about a year ago after experiencing the same thing for a gazillion times. I'M SLOWWW
But I don't care cos I LOVE MILK MILK MILK! I can't imagine life without milk!!! At least I don't have to worry about constipation cos if I cannot shit, just drink milk and I'm all better!!! It works most of the time. XD

Btw, I just met this girl yesterday. Talked to her online through a friend and she has been all over Asia for concerts. She has been to Sushow and Sushow Encore in Korea, Sushow in Shanghai, Sushow and SM Town Live in Bangkok, DBSK concerts in Malaysia and others that I don't remember. PLUS PLUS PLUS she will be going for Sushow 2 in Korea next month!!!
All I can say is I'M JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS TO THE MAXXXX!!!!! SHE IS LIVING MY DREAM!!!!!
She's a huuugggeee Sungmin fan and I'm not surprised that he remembers her since he had seen her so many damn times. She had even bought gifts for Sungmin and Hyukkie personally and they actually used those gifts!!! Proved in pictures. Saw it in her FB.

Sometimes I wonder if I fail as a fangirl cos I have NEVER bought them gifts. I've not even contributed a single cent in any birthday projects in forums. All I did is just buy their CDs and DVDs. That's the least I can do to show my love and support to them. So do I fail as a fangirl? Do I do I do I?

Muka baru bangun

I FINALLY RENEWED MY PASSPORT YESTERDAY!!! YAY!!!

And the picture turned out so much better than the old one. Satisfied :)
Mei said that I look bald cos I was forced to pin up my fringe but bleeehh.
I'm still satisfied :)))

Attempting to do the blowfish face again. But still failed :(

Current music: PLAY - SS501

Pictures~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-08T00:08:00.015+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! What did my baby Yesung do to his hair?!!!!! (It's kinda like Donghae's during the Don't Don days right?)
His previous hair color is just perfect!!! Why did he have to change it?!!!
But..... baaahhh. I still love him the same. Even if he shaves his head bald, I will still love him <33333

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Before going to work and before haircut.

I'm kinda missing my long fringe :(
At least it helps make my face look a teeny bit less round :(((

Jamie and I in a Korean restaurant. Dae Jang Geum!!!

During my 'fat period'. Look at my arms!!!!! Gawd.

Grandma and Jamie

Yiching. The cousin whom I'm closest to despite the age gap.

She's only 13 and yet I get along so well with her. Even better than with Mei sometimes cos Mei is always calling me immature and blablabla.
Cheh.... as if she's so mature lidat. Bleh *sticks out tongue*
LOL

Korean lunch box with something chicken.
Cannot remember.

Bibimbap!!! My all time favorite. Yummay!!!!!

Vanilla and mocha blended!!!

I'm turning into a vanilla addict lately.
And notice the straws!
It's Super Junior and FT Island!!!!!
Teehee.

Me and Yiching in 3D glasses before the movie started.
Try and look if there's anything unusual behind.
You know like how ppl always say that there are spirits lingering in the cinema cos it's dark and airy. Creeepppppyyyyy.

Mei and I.

This was taken yesterday in the car.

Mei and I again.

WHY DO I LOOK BETTER WITH ONLY HALF OF MY FACE SHOWN?!!!

FROM TODAY ONWARDS I SHALL TAKE PICTURES OF ME HALF-FACED ONLY!!!!!
BUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Grandma and lai sook
MY GRANDMA IS SHO CUTE!!!!!

Mei and appa

Mei acting all emo.
DRAMA QUEEN!!!!!
LOL

Me and Jamie.
I look stupid but I still love this pictuurreeee~
XD

Trying to do the cute blow fish face but failed.
Meeehhhhh why does my boobs look so flat here?!!!!!
IT'S THE SHIRT LAH I SWEAARRRR!!!!!

OKAY LAH! I admit.
I AM FLAT!!!!! FEI KEI CHEONG!!!!! Satisfied?
T.T

AND WHY DO I LOOK SO FREAKING HORRENDOUS IN SKINNY JEANS?!!!
I was trying on this pair of "SHINee inspired" skinny jeans yesterday and my thighs look so effin' fat man I'm telling u!!! Why can't I pull it off like SHINee does?!
I'm so sad. Boohoohoo~

I'm just kidding lah. Honestly, it has been a long time since I felt so happy :)

Current music: Wizard Of Oz (LGT 'OZ' CF 원곡 ) - Clazziquai Project

27th of June.

2009-06-04T17:13:00.007+08:00

27th OF JUNE IS LIKE THE MOST MUTHA-EFFIN' HAPPENING DAY THIS MONTH!!!!!
DBSK Mirotic concert in Bangkok, FT Island's showcase in Singapore and Super Junior in Taipei for GMA.
If I had a choice, I would choose to go for the latter. Like duh!
But I can't!!! Cos if I did, I would have to declare bankrupt at.this.very.moment. Sad.

It's okay! ~~To comfort myself,~~ I have another plan coming up!!! XD
I really didn't expect it to come. Everything is happening so abruptly. But I'm not complaining! XDD
As usual, I'll be keeping it a secret till it's over. Don't wanna jinx it u know :)
Ooohhh I'm getting butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. Teehee.

I'm gonna renew my passport next week!!! (That's a very huge hint already!)

Before I end this post,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK YOOCHUN!!!

*goes to search for a picture of Micky out of the 1598 picture files of him in my hard disk*

Current music: 그녀는 위험해 (She Wants It) - Super Junior

Super Junior 2nd Tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-03T15:23:00.005+08:00

Super Junior, starting in July, will tour 10 cities in Asia.

Following 'Sorry Sorry'，and 'It's You' promotion,
Super Junior will begin their Second Asia Tour。

SM Entertainment has stated that Super Junior will begin their
"The 2nd ASIA TOUR SUPER SHOW Ⅱ" in Seoul on July 17.
They'll then tour Beijing, Shanghai, Bangkok, Taipei,
and 7 other cities in Asia, a total of 10 cities.

They will hold a three-day concert from July 17th to 19th at the
Olympic Fencing Gymnasium in Seoul. Following their first tour,
"SUPER SHOW Ⅱ" will include songs from their 3rd Album and other exciting performances.

The tickets for the Concert in Seoul will start selling on
GMarket on the 16th to 18th, Everynight at 8.

Also, This year in May, Super Junior has already
successfully finished touring 5 cities in Asia.

Credit: SJ-World

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! I'm so freaking excited about this news!!! I sooooo must go for this one! I don't know how many times I've said this but I still regret till this day that I missed their first Super Show. All I can do is watch it on DVD. And it's not even the same!!!
Let's pray that the 10 cities include Malaysia k!!! Or else I will have to go for the Bangkok one and declare bankrupt by the end of it. LOL
Waaahhhh so excited!!! Woohoo~

Current music: 소년, 소녀를 만나다 (Romeo + Juliette) - SHINee

Recent happenings.

2009-06-02T23:44:00.006+08:00

- Spent RM1300 in Adonis on a facial package plus products.
- Watched Monsters vs. Aliens!!! XD Wanna watch Night at the Museum 2 next!
- Bought 2 quarts of BR ice-cream for my family on the 31st. The queue was crazy but I got lucky cos one man gave his number to me and that number was called right after that XD
- Slept for over 12 hours for the past 2 days.
- Watched a couple of variety shows and listened to some of the albums I've downloaded but never had the time to listen to.
- Completed my Korean homework. not at the very last minute. Finally!
- Reading 39 Clues.
- Listened to SHINee's songs over and over again. Lovin' 세뇨리따 (Senorita), 잠꼬대 (Please, Don't Go) and 소년, 소녀를 만나다 (Romeo + Juliette)!!!
- Ordered Super Junior Vol. 3 - Sorry, Sorry (Version C) , SHINee 2nd Mini Album - Romeo and 2PM 2nd Single Album.
- Dropped my phone in the toilet bowl yesterday night. right after I peed. LOL. But no worries, my phone is working just fine cos this time I'm smart enough to leave it to dry before switching it on. Though it smells a little funny. LOL
- Cut my hair today! :) Like finally after freaking 5 months! My head feels so light now that I can flyyy~ How can anyone leave their hair uncut for more than 5 months? It's crazy!!!

Ahhh.... life is good. after I quit my job XD

Current music: Stand by U - 東方神起

Again and Again and Again and Again.

2009-05-31T00:55:00.009+08:00

So when are u gonna start working in audit firm?

To be honest, I'm so so so freaking sick of that question!!! So many ppl had been asking me that same question so many damn times!!! And every time I tried to avoid answering it by giving some stupid lame excuses like, wait until the college has some firm visits first lah or it's still early mah, wait till the end of the month first lah or or I'm helping out at my dad's cafe first mah. (Oh. Today's my last day of work. I'm liberated again. Yay!) Urgh! Damn lame.

The truth is..... I DON'T WANT TO WORK IN AN AUDIT FIRM!!! I DON'T EVEN WANT TO WORK AS AN ACCOUNTANT!!!!! YES, I HAVE WASTED MY BLOODY 3 YEARS STUDYING ACCA BUT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!

Actually I DO give a damn but it's too late to regret now right? Sigh. I don't know what else to say.
I'm not even sure what I want in life. Like when someone asked me what I want to be if not an accountant, I CAN'T EVEN ANSWER THAT!!! Like WTH! Takkan I say, "I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD AND STALK KOREAN ARTISTS!" meh? Sure kena shoot like hell.
Maybe it's true that I'm not matured enough. I think my mental age is like probably below 12 when I'm turning 20 in a few months time (OMG!). I'm afraid that once I start my career and start to have commitments and stuff, I wouldn't have time for all these fandom stuff and things will be different from now, I'm sure.
I know I need to think for my future. I know I need to be realistic. I know I need to bring myself back to planet Earth!!! like what my aunt always says. But I still refuse to. I'm happy with just the way things are. I love being in dreamland, can?
Call me immature, childish, lifeless, useless, stupid whatever. I DON'T CARE.
I know there will be a point in life when I will wake up to reality. But IT'S NOT NOW. So I want to enjoy life and do what I like while I still can :) Cos life is short isn't it?
But of course I'm not gonna just stay at home and "measure land" lah. I still need money to fulfill all my needs and my so-called hobby. LOL
So I'll be working at my appa's office or find a part-time job with more flexible working time IF there is such a job. If not then I'll stick to working at my appa's office XD

OKAY! Now the whole world knows foolish I am. Laugh at me all u want then! *sobs*
LOL

Bah. Whatever lah. I'm going to watch Monsters vs. Alien tomorrow in 3D!!! XD
I've been wanting to watch the movie ever since I saw the trailer in the cinema like last year. Told u my mental age is below 12. Haha. So count me in for all animated films k! XD

Argh! Stupid Yesasia!!! I wanted to order 2 of Super Junior Vol. 3 - Sorry, Sorry (Version C) and SHINee 2nd Mini Album - Romeo but it's still not enough to be eligible for free shipping.
So what else should I order now? 2PM 2nd Single Album or F.T Island - 2nd Live Concert : Rock Prince (CD+DVD)(Korea Version)?

P.S.: I'm so so happy to see Kelly loving Super Junior so much especially cos I had always thought that she's only pro ang mos. LOL

That's the power of Super Junior! Woohoo~!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I counted to make sure there were 13 exclamation marks XD)

Current music: 나 말고 넷 - 아이유

Bleh.

2009-05-29T01:12:00.007+08:00

So I finally took the phone pouch home but I'm holding it with the tip of my 2 fingers as if it's highly contaminated.
I really want to throw it away cos just the sight of it gives me major goosebumps. The bad kind of goosebumps and I HATE IT! It's so freaky that even Mei pities me.
I was thinking like could he be interested in one of my friends so that's why he's treating me so nice so I can help him out in knowing my friends. Maybe he's interested in Lynn cos after all he's called "Lynn's guy" LOL

OKAY LAH! I should stop talking bout it just in case some ppl think that I'm being a "drama queen" XD But I'm really not being drama here. That's really how I feel!!! Gah. U'll know when u see him. I don't wanna discriminate.

*shriek* He's so freaky!!!!!! Sorry can't help it.

OKAY STOP!

I WANNA GO FOR F.T ISLAND'S SHOWCASE IN SINGAPORE!!!

It's on the same day as DBSK's concert in Bangkok so if I were to choose one I would choose FT. Cos firstly, it's cheaper cos I can travel by bus there. Secondly, I wanna check out Seunghyun XD and thirdly, I miss the boys a whole lot after the experience in March last year. Sigh.

But we'll see cos my parents aren't very keen of me travelling with the H1N1 virus and all.

And,

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY TO SHINee!!!

I totally forgot.
*piak* Bad noona!

I'm so proud cos they are the first ever group that I liked since debut. U know how I'm usually so slow with things. Like how I liked DBSK 3 years after their debut and Super Junior 2 years after their debut. Major fail. (Edit: I recounted. DBSK was 2 years and something months after their debut and SJ was 1 year and something months. Those few months does make a difference k! XD)

And I changed my mind bout Juliette. I liked it better after watching the MV cos ma boys are looking so freaking SHINee-ing hot!!! Minus their outfits and Taemin's colored lenses that is XD
But then the other songs in the mini album are much better. I have no idea why they chose Juliette as the title. Maybe it has more dance beats to it? *shrugs*

잠꼬대 (Please, Don't Go) is so beautiful!!! *wipes tears*
I almost fell asleep at the start though when I first hear it. LOL
Jonghyun's vocal is so amazing!!! that it kinda makes Onew seems like the backup. But I still love my Dubu!!! *hearts*

My blog needs more ~~of my~~ pictures!!! All I see is words, words, words, SIWON, words, words and more words. I'll start taking pictures again after I get my haircut next month XD It's so fugly right now. Oh and I'll stop working at the cafe next month too. Hallelujah! How I miss my good old slacking days when I only go to work at my dad's office and leave when I feel like it. LOL And the best part is no more meeting weird ppl!

P.S.: I'm so happy that Barca won!!! XD
And my current favorite football player is officially Lionel Messi!!!

Good night :)

Current music: 잠꼬대 (Please, Don't Go) - SHINee

Champions League Final!!!

2009-05-27T23:18:00.006+08:00

OMG! I'm so excited bout the match later!!! *squeals with excitement
It really has been a long long time since I last watched a match. The last game I watched was probably the Euro 2008 final. And that's like almost a year ago O.O
How can I ever forget that match when Spain finally won?!!! Most importantly over the Germans XD
I always thought that they were jinxed or something cos they never seem to go far no matter how well they played but they broke the jinx! Like finally!!! Hope they'll do well for the World Cup next year too!
Talking bout the World Cup, it reminds me of the days back in high school when Ee Laine and I used to dream of going to South Africa to watch the World Cup matches live. That was like our biggest most unachievable goal ever! LOL. And how we planned to sleep on the streets like all the other ang mos cos we wouldn't have enough money for the hotel. LOL. We had even checked the prizes of the tickets and I said I wanted to go for all the Spain and Argentina matches while Ee Laine wanted to go for England and Spain and then I said I will not be going for the England ones cos IdontliketheEnglishteam. Hehe. Oh oh the silliest part was that we hoped before the game starts the cameramen would spot us cos they'd be wondering what are these Asian chicks doing here and then we would be appearing on tv and make all of our friends cry with envy. Haha. Damn boh liao.

Sigh. I'm kinda missing the days when I was still into football ~~cos that was where I went oogling over hot guys~~ before I got into Koreans XD
I still remember my first ever footballer crush. Robert Pires back in 1998. (Wah lao eh 9 years old also fat hiao d. LOL)
And there were (my other footballer crushes) Raul Gonzalez, Iker Casillas, Cristiano Ronaldo (but Idontlikehimnow. Such an arrogant faker) and Fernando Torres :) And then there were also some random hot footballers that I saw on random matches but don't remember their names. Teehee.

So so guess which TEAM I'm supporting later?
It's damn obvious.

Current music: -

Uneasy.

2009-05-26T21:37:00.006+08:00

There's this staff at the cafe. I shall call him Lynn's guy. Ee Laine, Lynn, Yin and Yng Jiun probably know who I'm talking about.
So he asked me for my number a few weeks ago. I just gave him without any hesitation cos I thought that he might need my number in case if there's any emergency u know what I mean?
But then he kept sending me messages late at night that says "Good night miss. Have a pleasant dream" Something like that. Maybe he's just being nice, sweet whatever but it felt really really weird. And the weirdest thing is that he actually gave me a present today! Some kind of handphone pouch that costs 4 ringgit. He didn't remove the price tag. He was like, "Miss this is for u" and I was like, "What for?!!!" then he just did some kind of hand motion indicating that I should just take it. Weird isn't it?
At first I thought that maybe it's like a farewell gift since he's leaving end of this month to work in Pangkor. So I started asking the other staffs if they received any presents from him and they told me no.
I mean I felt so uneasy that I didn't even take that pouch home. I just left it there pretending that I forget about it XD
Am I mean?
And I was imagining things like what if there's some black magic on the pouch? Like those u read in e-mails where in a mall a man asks a girl to touch or to smell something and the girl faints or starts hallucinating and the next thing u know the girl finds herself naked in a room. LOL
I told my aunt about it and she says that I should accept the present and that I'm thinking too much.
Maybe she's right.
Maybe Lynn's guy is just being nice and has no other intentions.

ANDIREALLYHOPETHATIAMTHINKINGTOOMUCH!!!!!

Current music: 그 사람이 부러워 (Feat. MJ) - SG 워너비

Annoyed.

2009-05-24T00:52:00.004+08:00

If u don't know something, just shut up.
Stop acting all smart alecky and pretend to know everything under the sun.
It really annoys the hell out of meeeee~!!!!!
How can u tell me to get my facts right when u got it all wrong urself? And oh how u SEEM to know every single thing that we are talking about. Like wtf?
So don't mind me when I raised my voice at u. (I mean I didn't REALLY raise my voice. Just a little. I'm not that rude okay!)

Seriously, I can stand bitches, show offs, braggarts (occasionally) but NOT, I repeat NOT smart alecks!!!

Current music: Fire - 2NE1

This is for Kelly XD

2009-05-21T01:14:00.004+08:00

I know u like it. Ngeh ngeh XDD

SHINee is back!

2009-05-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

To be honest, Juliette was kinda a disappointment to me. Maybe I had too high of an expectation after listening to songs like 너라고 (It's You) XD
I hope that I'll learn to like that song after listening to it a like couple more times and that the other songs in the mini album will be better.
No worries. I still love my SHINee boys! :)

I gotta hit the sack now. Had a super long lecture from my appa about my unhealthy sleeping hours cos I was bugging him about signing up for facial courses but he thinks that facial is unnecessary and he says that all I need to do is sleep early, drink more water, eat more fruits and vegetables and voila..... I will have a nice complexion. Like how true is that? I know it helps but facial is necessary too right?

Aiya. I really dunno lah.
God, why am I not blessed with natural flawless complexion?!!!

Current music: 너라고 (It's You) - Super Junior

Bored.

2009-05-17T23:45:00.007+08:00

My life is getting so boring.....
Nothing interesting has been happening lately :(

February is the best best best-est month by faaaaarrrrr this year. :)

I'm kinda in a dilemma right now.
I had already made up my mind not-so-long-time ago not to go for the Mirotic concert in Bangkok cos I'm not-so-much of a DBSK fan now. They're only #4 on my list of fandoms. *points to my list of addictions on the left
If it's Super Junior, I would go fer sure!!! I'm still regretting till this day that I missed their Super Show :(((
Yup. Super Junior is my #1 lub and then it's Big Bang and SHINee~ But it changes from time to time among those 3 depending who's most active at the moment. XD
I may be adding 2PM as new entry in the list later, pushing DBSK down one spot to #5. XDD

Okay. Enough of my ramblings. My point is NOW I WANT TO GO FOR THE MIROTIC CONCERT!!!!! What the heck right? Cos my friends who are going kept tempting me!!! And I don't wanna miss out on anything(kiasu-ness) and regret it later especially when they'll be telling me stories about how awesome the concert is and all their encounters with the boys and then I'll be whining with jealousy and there will be another wishIwasthere moment. Also I need more hype in my life cos it's getting so damn boring now. Sigh. Like what the eff is wrong with me lah?!

I still have about one month to re-re-re-re-reconsider. Unless I strike lottery lah then I don't even have to consider at all! XD

Current music: Love U More - Super Junior

Bla bla black sheep~

2009-05-14T01:30:00.007+08:00

- My hair looks like crap cos I have to wear a cap like 8 hours a day and I haven't been cutting my hair since New Year. That's like 6 freaking months! OMG! And I used to cut it like once every 2 months!

- My aunt says that I'm fat!!! Yes she said I'm fat!!! Cos my arms are fleshier than hers now :( And I just measured my waist and it's now freaking 25.5 inches!!!!! *cries* I want my 24-inch waist back pls!!!

- And and why aren't my fats going to the right places?! @#$%^&!

- I told myself to do 50 sit ups before going to sleep each day but I'm too lazy to do so.

- I told myself to sleep early but there are just too many seductions that are keeping me awake. Yesung ah~!

- I burned by finger this morning and it still hurts :(

- I think I'm constipated cos I haven't been shitting for 3 days now. So that explains the tummy right? I'm trying to console myself here!!!

- This post is so weird maybe cos I'm physically awake but my brain ain't functioning. Please understand me cos I only have 4 hours of sleep a day for the past 3 days.

Current music: Feel So Good (so not) - 아이유

Syupeojunieoyeyo!

2009-05-13T00:15:00.010+08:00

Check this out!

I'm so loving this song! And the boys are looking so hot in the MV! Especially my Yesungie!!! Sorry I'm Yesung biased. It's obvious. XD

Okay. Gotta go check out SHINee!!! (Edit: Urgh! I'm not liking their new concept. Look at Minho's outfit! And their shoes!!! OMG!) And sj-market and sj-world and bbvipz and dnbn and soompi and FT Island forum..... How to sleep early lidat?
That's the problem of having so many fandoms. But I'm not complaining!!! Teehee.

Now I have like 13 tabs opened all at once. (OMG! 13!!! What a coincidence! I seriously did not make that up! OMG!)

And I was also planning to watch 2PM's Idol Army.
OMG! Those boys are so so freaking hilarious!

I've always been listening to their songs but I wasn't really a fan. Didn't check their personal lives and stuff. But then I started paying more attention to them after they released their new single cos (in my opinion) it was so much better than the first one. And also after watching their Idol Army show in which SHINee appeared as guests . They are like so damn freaking hilariously funny loh! I was practically laughing those whole 2 episodes and every other episodes that I've watched so far. Those boys are such major dorks and you know how I looooovvveeeee dorks! Cute dorks I mean. Ahem. XD

Oh crap. There I was ~~complaining~~ mentioning about having too many fandoms and here I am having a new one. But I really can't help it!!! I'm such a failure when it comes to cute, dorky, Korean guys. Sigh.....

I'm liking Jaebeom and Wooyoung *^^*
I like Nichkhun too! But that guy's just too too perfect and perfect guys scare me. Somehow.

U know. I actually feel kinda bad cos I used to think that Jaebeom's ugly just after watching a few of their performances. Hehe. (Okay! Jaebeom's fans. Just shoot me! I know I deserve it!)

Okay. That's all of my fangirl rantings. So stop yawning.

And,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY LYNNA! :)

P.s.: Lynn! Do u know that ur guy belanja us makan KFC? Ur guy is so sweet lah. XD
And that big fat liar is no longer working here. Yay!

Current music: Fire - 2NE1

Lalalalala~

2009-05-09T18:17:00.006+08:00

I'm dead tired and was about to take my usual 3 hours nap when my friend called me all of a sudden and asked me out cos she has aaaaa lot of good news to tell me. So now here I am, wide awake..... and excited as hell!!! Weeee~

Today is really full of emotional ups and downs. This morning I was crying and now I'm smiling for something that I don't even know! LOL
But if Jean says it's good news means it's good news alright! :)
Can't wait to see her later!!!

I just downloaded the leaked version of 너라고 (It`s You). Does that make me a bad ELF? Like seriously?
But I really can't bear the wait!!!!!
Btw that song is really really really super duper awesome!!!!! It's on replay mode right now. And I'm sure the boys are gonna sweep the K Chart again with this song.
Yup! I'm confident about that. :)

Some eye candy for myself XD

*faints*

*faints again*

♥♥♥
Two of my hubbies. together. in one picture
*faints for the 5793286th times*

Current music: 너라고 (It`s You) - Super Junior

Urgh!

2009-05-08T09:57:00.010+08:00

UF is back again just when I thought that he's out of my life. FOREVER!!!!!

UF: Wah. So long never see u d ah. *gives hamsap+yongsui+fugly smile* (shit color for shitty ppl)
Me (in a Idontwanttotalktousogetlost tone): *mumbles mumbles* I'm still the same wat. (pretty color for pretty ppl wtf)
UF: No la. U prettier d. *laughs*
Me: *WTF and attempts to walk away*
UF: Wait! U still got no time to date me ar?
Me: HUH?!!! *shakes head like a gazillion times and feels like slapping his on the face but have no guts to do so*

I'm such a major failure!!! :(
I'm so so frustrated with myself, with my stupidity and with my weakness in saying no to ppl (literally means rejecting ppl). :(((

Btw, as I'm typing this, he's here again. for the 3rd day in a row. But all I can do is pretend that I cannot see him. I wish I have the guts to tell him to fuck off straight to the face. That would be so awesome.

Oh. Mei taught me something useful (after I gave my number to UF that is).
Say if a fugly guy whom u are not interested in is asking for ur number and u don't know how to say no, just tell him, "Mai number is..... 012 *pause* 3456789 *big wide grin*"
If that fella still doesn't get the hint, he must be really really stupid.
Fugly and stupid guy u still want ah?
Or or u can show ur most most most retarted face and start slobbering on him. But that would be really disgusting lah. LOL

Okay. Enough of my ranting. Gotta get back to work. Bai bai~!

Current music: 니가 밉다 - 2PM

RAWR.

2009-05-06T08:53:00.005+08:00

My uncle says that my car is sot sot dei and a few seconds delay like me.

=.=

Current music: 빈칸 채우기 - 에이 스타일 (A'ST1)

Random.

2009-05-06T00:56:00.004+08:00

I see Mr. Marcus in the loo.....

In Restaurant City. XD

Honestly, I don't quite enjoy the game. My brother introduced it to me about 2 weeks ago and I'm playing it for the sake of beating Mei's score and his.
But failed.

Just in case u r wondering. Yes, I do have a brother. He's Korean! And a cute one!
The thing is..... he lives in Canada, he's only 15 and no he doesn't have an older brother. Sad.
LOL.

OMG! Eye bags!!! My eye bags are like so so freaking visible now. It used to be only dark circles but now there's like a freaking lump there. Sigh.

Current music: -

Kim Jongwoon is ♥

2009-05-04T17:13:00.002+08:00

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really
*heart* this guy~

I love his side profile~

He gives me serious butterflies in my stomach.

No, more like mini atomic bombs. XD

*dreamy

P.s.: I've inserted a music player in my blog again. Just to annoy ppl. Teehee.

Current music: 1초에 한방울 (Feat. 다이나믹듀오) - 케이윌 (K.Will)

My grandmama is sho cute!

2009-05-04T08:35:00.003+08:00

Cos she's really worried about me driving alone late at night after work. So she told me like a gazillion times never ever to stop my car for anyone or "anything" especially if "that thing" is in white, has long hair and is waving its hand very very slowly.
And also if I see like a "person" standing or lying in the middle of the road late at night, I should just hit it. As is BANG, just hit it.
Imagine in the headline the next morning.
*inserts car plate number* INVOLVED IN A HIT AND RUN.
LOL.
My grandmama is really so so cute. :)

Current music: My Song And… (Korean Ver.) - 윤하

Meet my baby cousin!

2009-05-04T00:50:00.001+08:00

Her name is Cheong Xin and she's only 2. (OMG. The age gap >.<)

Weirdly, she only gives one expression in pictures.

So evil. Ngeh ngeh.

She's soooo cute~!!!!!
I guess good looks runs in the family. :) Teehee.
I did not just say that! LOL.
She's lucky to have both her parents so good looking. As for me.....
I better keep my mouth shut now. XD

Her diapies

With grandmama

Probably gotta work the whole day tomorrow. T.T
Seriously running a cafe is not as easy as u may think especially when u have THIS PARTICULAR worker that gives u a major headache. Not only does he has serious attitude problem (Mei thinks he has mental problem) but he also has this major face problem. He is super damn yong sui which makes u want to slap him on the face. And with that attitude, I really feel like kicking his balls, poking his eye balls, punching his nose and pushing his face into a super hot steaming boiling water. AHA!
Yes! I really HATE him that that much!!! I really have the urge to mention his name and all the fucking bullshits that he had ever told us but my appa asked me not to. But then he probably knows who I'm talking about if he ever reads my blog. But then again, he probably wouldn't understand what I'm saying since his English is sooooo bad that he can't even complete one sentence in proper English.
Yin, Lynn, Yng Jiun and Ee Laine already know who he is cos we were talking about his right in front of his face the other day. SO MUCH FUN! They'll most probably agree with me especially about the fact that he's super yong sui. And I still think he's fat!

Okay good night!

Edit: OMG! What if he's some rapist or serial killer? Oh shit.

Current music: -

SSD.

2009-05-02T12:53:00.004+08:00

OMG! I didn't know that Minho had a nose job! I meant the SHINee Minho btw. I still believe that the Lee Minho from BOF is au naturel. :)

(Oh oh. I just found something interesting. I was googling on the word au naturel and au naturale cos I wasn't sure which is the right spelling. And u know what au naturale means? Do u know, do u know, do u know?
I don't want to be the only jakun one. Pls pls pleeeeeeease~
Anyways, for those jakun ppl like me, it says~

1. au naturale - a girl or guy with unshaven pubes.
eg. dude, i went down on that chick, and she had a coyote bush. said she preferred au naturale..

Puahahahahaha. Imagine asking someone, "Are u an au naturale?"
Then that fella answer, "OF COURSE I AM U DUMBO! Do I look fake to u?"
ROFL.
Damn funny~
Sorry. I'm in a very self-entertaining mode lately. XD)

I've noticed a slight difference with Minho's nose but it wasn't really obvious. Nothing major. It's just a tiny bit higher. But it really wasn't necessary for him to do it. He's already good looking the way he was back then.
Oh well. Koreans just want to be perfect, don't they?

I'm so sooooo bored~ Why why why got no customer?

Edit: Yay! Got customers d! :)
But now I'm hungry~

Current music: Dynamite - 에이 스타일(A'ST1)

LOL.

2009-05-02T10:23:00.003+08:00

My aunt just made day :)

Here's the sms she sent me this morning~

Ur g-dragon's under depression. New album release postpone til aug. Now holidayin in europe. Wat u waitin 4? Go find him there la.

LOL. Damn funny.

I really wanna go to Europe now~!!! Maybe I am reeaaalllyyy fated with him and I can find him somewhere in the super humongous Europe. And I'll be the one accompanying him and make him feel all better. Then he'll love me for that and we'll live happily ever after. XD

Gah~! I love my aunt. She knows me too tooooo well. Lol.

Current music: Again＆Again - 2PM

I wish...

2009-04-27T18:23:00.003+08:00

I wish there is at least one leng chai that comes to the cafe every day.

But after working for 1 month and 4 days, I dare say I've only seen one leng chai. ONLY ONE LENG CHAI! How miserable is that? Sorry lah if anyone that came to the cafe before feel offended but that's the fact. XD

Oh. I saw Sharee at 1U the other day. She damn seksa lah. Lol. Love the bag btw. *winks*
And sorry to TKJ and seksa (sexy) Sharee that I couldn't make it for dinner yesterday. Had some other agenda with my family. So Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry..... I'll make sure that I remember to send u girls birthday messages okay? :)

Current music: 쇼핑 - 케이윌

Graduation Day

2009-04-24T23:14:00.009+08:00

To be honest, I didn't really enjoy the ceremony. I wasn't even excited about it. To me, it's just a formality and an event my parents insisted me of going cos they want to see their daughter on stage in the ~~ugly~~ robe and mortar board. Wah! So proud. Pfffh~! Like how can I be excited when the mortar board makes my head look bigger than ever! I know I'm vain. Whatever. And the whole time I was worrying about silly things like slipping on stage or dropping my mortar board while walking cos I was wearing this crazy 5-inch high heels that almost killed me by the end of the day. Good thing I was smart enough to bring my slippers. Heh! No lah. Actually Stella reminded me or else I would be walking barefooted d. Hehe.

I mean like I'm super duper happy that I passed all my exams and graduated. I can't even express my happiness in words! Really! But the graduation ceremony just isn't necessary. That's why I'm not going for the ACCA Malaysia one. Once is enough! I mean twice if CAT's included.

The whole event was practically B-O-R-I-N-G and everyone almost starved to death cos we had to wait like forever for the event to end and finally have our lunch. Everything was totally out of schedule. Sigh. You know how "efficient" the Sunway staffs are wan lah. But one thing that I have to give credit is that the food in the Sunway Convention Centre is much much better than that in Sunway Hotel.

Oh. Oh. I forgot to mention something! Pei Lin is so yeng!!! For winning the EY prize. A big congrats to her! I'm so proud of her~! And I kept telling ppl that, "She's my friend u know! MAI FRIEND~! We were in the same class. And and we went for tax class in Kasturi together." Puahahaha.

Now for the good old pictures~

From left to right/shortest to tallest(haha): Vern Yen, Christine, Sher Huey, me, Sheng Yuen

OMG! I look so fugly in this picture!
It's all Kent's fault for making me laugh so hard cos when I laugh I open my mouth and that stretches my face wider and hence making my head looks bigger! Hmph!

Stella and Kent. Haha. Kent looks funny. No offence. Teehee.

From top to bottom, left to right: Sui Yuan, Christine, Stella, Sher Huey, me, Wyn Yan, Vern Yen, Wei Min

Meme

Mei and me :)

With amma and appa

With appa
I think my appa must be the happiest person that day. Lol.

Appa, amma, me, popo and Mei

Grandmama and me and the bouquet of pink feathers that Mei gave me.
Yes, those are feathers and not flowers.
Btw, I look soooo tall~! Haha.

Amma and me

Me and Mei again

Stella and me with her flowers and my feathers

Stella's family and mine

That is all.

OMG! OMG! OMG! Why is it so fucking hot nowadays?! I think it must be about 34-35°C out there. I'm sweating so much till my armpits stank! I'm even sweating indoors. in and air-conditioned room. Is that crazy hot or what?

P.s: I'm just kidding about my armpits. My armpits don't stink! *sniff sniff* They really don't! That's cos I'm using 12 Plus deodorant with Donghae's face on it. XD

Current music: Share The World - 東方神起

Happy :)

2009-04-22T18:04:00.006+08:00

I'm so happpppyyyyy~! Wanna know why?
I'm not telling. :P

Okay lah. The thing that's keeping me so happy is..... I haven't been seeing and hearing from UF for almost a week! Is that super duper great news or what?! Yay!!!

Anyways, this is my lap which I got a couple weeks ago.

I've been wishing for one for a long long time and appa finally decided to get it for us with his cash vouchers from Sen Heng. Double yay! :)
All hail the cash vouchers from Sen Heng~! No actually all hail whoever who gave the vouchers to my appa. Cos without those vouchers, we'll probably have to wait a long long longe-er time to get a laptop. Maybe we will never ever get one unless with our own money. And laptop is something I am NOT willing to spend on. I'd rather save the money for the next trip to Thailand. Weeeee~

The not-so-great part is that I'm sharing it with Mei.
So it's my lap and Mei's top. Geddit? LMFAO.

This is Mei posing with our laptop. XD

Btw, I'm totally digging 2PM and A'ST1 new songs. Nice!

Will be posting the graduation day pictures soon. Bye~! :)

Current music: 돌아올지도 몰라 - 2PM

cylash.blogspot.com ♥

Songs on repeat ♥

Bored at work

Kim Junho's Showcase in Singapore

For the sake of updating lol

Hey there!

SO EFFING PISSED

Lonely

Pictures update!

HI PPL!

Confession

Surprise Surprise

First day of work

Korean boys over bf?

Wrapping up 2009!

:(

Bangkok Trip - Part 2

Bangkok Trip - Part 1

I LOVE THAILAND ^__^

Replying to Bilqis's comment.

7 reasons why I prefer BEAST over MBLAQ

PISSING ME OFF

Why am I so vain?

CONFUSED

On Lee Minho.

Untitled

Cellulites.

Korean class.

2PM flash mob.

It's the end...

BOO!

JUST WOW

New Blogskin!

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영생아ㅏㅏㅏㅏ!!!!!

Hands itching *scratch scratch*

Money! Come to me!!!

This is for you KELLY!!!!!

2AM in Malaysia - Part 2

2AM in Malaysia - Part 1

보고싶다!

난 정말 바보야!

Shit wei *continuation

Shit wei.

Emo-ing

VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!!!!!

T.T

A picture of me and FT! ^_^

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F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 3

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 3

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 2

F.T Island Singapore Concert Showcase - Part 1

I'm back!

(Kinda) Busy weekend.

Sakit hatiku.

:(((

It's nice to dream ^_^

Hope all goes well.

Save Energy, Save Earth!

Pictures~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

27th of June.

Super Junior 2nd Tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Recent happenings.

Again and Again and Again and Again.

Bleh.

Champions League Final!!!

Uneasy.

Annoyed.

This is for Kelly XD

SHINee is back!

Bored.

Bla bla black sheep~

Syupeojunieoyeyo!

Lalalalala~

Urgh!

RAWR.

Random.

Kim Jongwoon is ♥

My grandmama is sho cute!

Hands itching scratch scratch